so... school again. muahahahaha before... woke up had a raspberry fritter. i expected milk but i got coffee... not that i really complain. i like caffeine. My mom makes really good mock fappucinos. it is weird having itwarm tho. i was expecting cold too... that's why i didnt expect coffee. it wasnt snowing today. very happy about this. i feel so bad about the whole terry schaivo thing... i dont know where to side... i hate the news... as usual, advisory was probably the best period of the day. amanda and CJ are so amusing. CJs leg is all cut up. it says hell on it. i felt so ashamed of my scars then....eek. they love to read my poems. it is so fun to watch amanda shudder at the darker parts. particularly when blood is mentioned. muahaha. which is funny because she cuts too... we learned the waltz in dance. haha kayla couldnt figure out the turn. i'm wearing my french fry pin. i love it. it makes sara laugh. tasha gave me more peanut butter cups. YUM! drama is fun. scotty still sings his monologue. rounds made me perform for her. i need to a)pause after "thousands of them sick and crying 'cos when it bumps its really very sore" b)make eye contact other than that she says its good. arjay tried to get scott to stop singing his. he still does. but we are making progress! In the words of Cosmo: YAY PROGRESS!!! i hate webb. he is still evil. i should just not sing anymore. since i am not going next week anyways. but OMG what a shock! Laticia Elizondo is now in my choir class. Laticia was in my freakin second grade class! and my "boyfriend" at the time started liking her and for a while she was my best friend. it was kind of weird... had to watch thedumbass movie in 4th, do the dumbass reasearch project in 5th and watch a dumbass NOVA video in 6th. actually that was kinda funny because it was narrated by John Lithgow, so the whole time were watching, i picture lord farquat telling us about the evolution of dogs from wolves. in seventh we workedo n our little map puzzles. sara had a red colored pencil EW and was playing w/ it. let me say again... EW arjay suggested that after school i go up to jordan and say "oh my god betty look at her butt" and point at arjay. he would of course. and then go "arjay hes looking at your ass!" and then slap him and run away but i did not follow orders. and now about entry title: walking outthe front doors w/ arjay and jordan and berret (arjays pet seventh grader) first of all people bumbed into us and i got slammed into the front of jordan. like really hard. it was strange... then when we got closer to the doors jordan hitsme on the head w/ his little binder thing. "i had to pay you back for yesterday". it scared me because we exchanged uh... smiles... a nearly evil one on my accoutn, but i dunno about him... i think it is turning into a game... i am going to hit him tomorrow and see if he hits me on monday. no i am not going soft i would like to beat him to a fucking bloody pulp, but i hate holding grudges with people at school that i have to associate with every day. i am truly beginning to wonder if chris is fake or not. because she told jordan she wasnt walking home w/ him. he is online now... so if htey were together he most certainly would not be. oh well. i just want honesty from her AHHHHH! i have to go w/ dad alone tonight because tony is sick. hmm... where do i want to go?? drop a comment PLEASE?