i am minorly freaking out now... i dont know what thename of the dead parrot is... and now one of those things that gave me sanity... that i had quite a bit of control over... has been taken away from me by people who didnt even know about it. oh well.... maybe i'll just start sending stuff too... i dont know... im afraid of what she'll say... i am terrified. after chuck and all... god... shit shit shit. but there is paul...and the reassurance. but tomorrow.. ugh. shit shit shit. so robyn is coming tonight... and i'm probably going to go to arjay's litle get together thing tomorrow... preppysux (8:37:40 PM): ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:37:53 PM): she says "how long would you be at her house on saturday?" preppysux (8:37:57 PM): paul said to me today that jordan is prolly home preppysux (8:38:12 PM): i dono chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:38:15 PM): oh... preppysux (8:38:15 PM): a while... preppysux (8:38:19 PM): paul jackie and me are going tot he ballpark preppysux (8:38:23 PM): int he afternoon preppysux (8:38:28 PM): you can come too if u want chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:38:30 PM): yeah thats what i thought preppysux (8:38:32 PM): is he on chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:38:35 PM): about "a while" chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:38:35 PM): nope preppysux (8:38:47 PM): what do you mean "awhile" chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:39:00 PM): that i figured that if i stayed id be at your house a while preppysux (8:39:16 PM): o preppysux (8:39:18 PM): yea preppysux (8:39:28 PM): on friday afternoon to saturday morning chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:39:33 PM): ok preppysux (8:39:41 PM): if u want chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:39:49 PM): im fine w/ it preppysux (8:39:58 PM): i jus wanna kno coz i get paid tomorrow n i want to buy some food chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:40:17 PM): oh yeah preppysux (8:40:47 PM): thats why i needed to kno thats all. chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:41:20 PM): she is weird she goes "my big problem is that arjay is a... wanderer. i dont want you wanderinga round in the middle of the night" she is... off today preppysux (8:41:21 PM): typety type preppysux (8:41:36 PM): what does she mean i am a wanderer preppysux (8:41:41 PM): i dont wander... chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:41:46 PM): i dont know... thats what i thought chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:41:52 PM): im like "she wanders?" preppysux (8:42:08 PM): where do i wander and when? unless its nite games over at the circle... preppysux (8:42:16 PM): but then its in a big pack preppysux (8:42:25 PM): and i live in a ...good...area chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:42:32 PM): yeah preppysux (8:42:35 PM): except for kittykorner across the street preppysux (8:42:40 PM): but i dont walk that way chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:42:45 PM): yeah chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:42:50 PM): she basiclaly said yes chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:42:53 PM): so i am. preppysux (8:42:53 PM): o preppysux (8:42:57 PM): ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:43:01 PM): need to get out of house... do... things preppysux (8:43:06 PM): do i wander? do i seem out of control? chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:43:12 PM): no preppysux (8:43:25 PM): ok. chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:43:31 PM): i dont think so.... preppysux (8:43:33 PM): i dont sneak out of my house... chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:43:40 PM): righ preppysux (8:43:50 PM): o well preppysux (8:44:04 PM): so friday jackie is coming and you n prolly paul to do stuff chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:44:12 PM): ok preppysux (8:44:19 PM): u can too chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:44:28 PM): do stuff? preppysux (8:44:35 PM): like earlier in the afternoon preppysux (8:44:38 PM): thats what i meant chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:44:47 PM): oh k preppysux (8:44:47 PM): if you want to i guess you could... preppysux (8:44:55 PM): if u found someone to chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:44:59 PM): id ont know. depends on when my mom takes robyn home preppysux (8:45:04 PM): but... i g2g chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:45:07 PM): ok bye preppysux (8:45:15 PM): talk to you more tomorrow maybe chat_bac_gurl_16 (8:45:17 PM): ok but it seems like she doesnt particularly seem like she wants me there... and um... who would jackie be doing stuff w/? so i think i am going to go... to monitor for minds sake... sonsidering other things... ^^^ but yeah... i am hungry and the clouds are making the sky sickeningly bright. i need food and a good... write/cry.....