so part of my mother's day gift to my mother was that i never got on the comp... so yeah... i still hate it when imiss a day. even though there isn't much to write about. it is really kind of sad. every single flippin convo arjay and i have anymore turns to jordan one way or another. today was a monday it sucked. "joel" wrote us notes. and jordan got a "secret admirer" note. well it is only half secret... because i'm not sure if he knows i still like him or not... hey six months since i last kissed him today. six months since breakup will be thursday. lmao. and there's a dance. so i am in charge of "joel" notes. it is so fun to torment. pegasette sucked. i got ignored and jordan kept looking at me... mom's care went shit again. it was her re-adiator, so she got ANOTHER one for free, and this time she didn't even have to pay the $300 for labor and shit. so i barely made it to school ontime. my shoes are so cool. if i could ever freakin figure out how to get my camera working and uploadable... i could put a pic of my DIY shoes. they are evil and cool. the were gay little black slip on ones with the lace holes around the foot hole, so what i did, is i made little hearts with crossbones in them on the wide part by the toes, then i colored every lace hole with red paint and smeared it, then i put white shoelaces in it. they look so cool and demonic in a way. but i like them and htey are actually fairly comfy, so yeah... got a ride home, sorted out my little spat with arjay. mom made dinner wow and it was good. so am working on "joel's" notes... the one i wrote to myself is really good... muahaha. contemplating writing her one... but i'd have to give it to her in 2nd. i really want her to get on tonight while i am on so i can tell her what i've got. if she doesn't.... oh well i guess... will just wait till tomorrow and let her read them... oh yeah i gotta ask her waht she was yelling at jordan that was so mean. he was fucking all over her while we tried to type poems today. and jordan got a whole three typed. now... how many did i get typed? oh i htink about 30 or so. all of the whites and blues. so yeah.... plabb at you you lovable ass.