I hate myself for caring. I hate myself for missing. I hate myself for remembering. I hate myself for believing. I hate myself for the tears I hate myself for the blood. I hate myself for this "friendship" I hate myself for trying. I hate myself for loving. I hate myself. Kelly Clarkson: I Hate Myself For Losing You I woke up today Woke up wide awake In an empty bed Staring at an empty room I have myself to blame For the state I'm in today And now dying Doesn't seem so cruel And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway Anymore I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here? You got what you deserved Hope you're happy now 'Cause every time I think of her with you It's killing me Inside, and Now I dread each day Knowing that I can't be saved From the loneliness Of living without you And, oh I don't know what to do Not sure that I'll pull through I wish you knew I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here? I hate myself for losing you And oh, I don't know what to do I wish you knew And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway Anymore No, no I hate myself for losing you (I'm seeing it all so clear) I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here? What do you say when everything's said? Is the reason why he left you in the end? How do you cry when every tear you shed Won't ever bring him back again? I hate myself for loving you