i know..i was listening to this song last night too... but again... im in a sad song mood. today's been lame. really lame. my mouth hurts. i made friends with an 11 year old that lives in las vegas... he's smart.. talked to tasha and liz a bit. robyn still hasnt emailed me back. i'm so tired. have heart my dear, you're bound to be afraid... even if its just for a few days... this song is so beautiful. my brain hurt me again today... i should stop asking arjay questions when i dont get something. Her: i dont like IZ anymore due to jordan Me: why her: because it was how we got beyond flirting and friends me: okay... i dont understand... Her: we were watching it ok? oh god. it just hurts in this little place. unexpicably so... then i got a little quiet and she thought i was mad at her. and i told her i wished i hadnt asked. then she got pissy. oh well... too bad for this shit. went to training table with dad. i made fry sauce. yip. amazingly... he didnt get on my case about walking or whatever. i'm just in a bad mood again today. 33 days until school. i am both excited and depressed about this. i've had nothing and nobody to do this summer. it sucks ASSSSSSSSSS. oh yeah.. yesterday when we were playing bullshit at the park, out of nowhere joan yells FUCK OREOS!!! do i dare?