Listening to: Missundaztood(P!NK)
Feeling: blah
Piss it. Don't you just hate it when you have a full glass of milk and cookies of any sort that are just being oh so yummy... and then, out of sheer stupidity, you drop like half of the cookie into the full glass of milk, and it doesn't even float long enough to get it and pull it out? THen you have to either wait until you are done with the other cookies and drink the milk and get it out (but then it is all soggy and ick), drink it there and get the cookie out, or risk an overflowing glass and jsut reach in and get the freaking cookie that was so good but isnt really worth the mental stress from it?
oh LMAO last week when I read it- I forgot to put it here... at least I think... Jordan got some dumbass s/n at a little game place or something... and his s/n is MALUS!!!!!! LMAO- I know it doesn't exactly make sense.... but malice is one of his favorite words. Malice and bondage... LMAO. Jordan you are such a fucking stupid asshole retard.
And yet.... with all I think of him... I can still feel for him. that has got to be the most retarded thing.
That and the fact that sometimes he is nice... and we are both online right now... subconciously hoping the other will say something and we might actually talk.
Well.. for that.. I'm almost sure on his part.. and I know it is true of me. I mean... when we actually do talk- it still feels like the other people just fall away and I see parts of the old jordan. The one I REALLY fell in love with. I hate that though... even though he was a great talker/listener and I really really miss talking to him, I need to hate him. For my own sanity. AH goddammit. How manyfucking entries have i stared talking about one thing and ended up talking about jordan? probably WAY too many. Piss it.
Stupid Love Actually. Got me sayin PISS IT when ever somethign is bad or whatever. Piss it.
so sad.