seriously YAY DAY! it was good. arjay went to las vegas w/ her family for a "famliy mental health vacation" and with the way her dad was looking yesterday while we were waiting to go to the play seriously implies that it is needed. anyway. today was our all day feild trip to antelope island. i like the word seriously. hm.. haha. anyway got to school early as recently, sat in tashas car, apologized to sara for forgetting her zesty ranch bagel chips and cheddar cheese dipping sauce. went to library. jordan looked so freaking sour sitting in his big chair reading and glaring at teh pages. he reads like i do kindof, or at least he used to, so it is understandable. advisory was boring. i had to go with danielle to make an announcement for pegasette. i NEED TO ENTER STUFF!!!!!!EEEK!!! was so happy i only had to be in dance class for ten minutes. the seventh grade 4th term meeting ran a little late. it was scary, because teeny little randy was wearing all white and he was sitting in the dark corner with his face in his lap and making these sobbing sounds, and just looking at him he looked like toshio from the grudge. amber hits me and it hurts. sara didnt get to go on the same bus as me. so i got to sit all alone on the way to the island and just listen to my CD player. it is wierd being on a bus trip and listening to sheryl crow. oh well. we got to the ranch seemingly rather early, had to walk around this kind of weird cluster of houses and stuff, and we made harold touch the freaky lookin water in the blacksmiths, and then they made me touch the water in the "root cellar" then we had to go on a "nature walk" through all this hay with fluffy ends and cow pies. any time we saw one sarah and sreypech would point them out and i'd go "i like pie" all weirdlike. we got back, waited for everyone to get there, then we sat in the little park-y place and ate. the seventh graders tried to steal EVERYONES food. jess gave me a cookie. yay cookie! we were talkinga bout how people were laughing and we got on how funny heathers laugh is and that we like it then hannah comes over to us and goes "if you're gonna talk smack about someone, just make sure you do it when their friends arent around to hear" then she goes and tells heather and then SHE coems over and chews us out and wouldn't even let us get a word out. BITCHES!!!!!! so then we got back on the busses and i listened to elvis while we went to this place called "buffalo point" and we had to hike up this hill mountain thing to get a good view. and first of all... me w/ my athsma, i got half way up and COULD not breathe, then janae gave me her water bottle and we kept going and we were so close to the top and sara freaks out because she is afraid of heights and close spaces when they are together and where we were at, if you stepped of the trail, you were pretty much dead. so she froze and made me help her down and tell her about all the cool things ive seen in my life to help her more. when i was trying to help her i slipped and almost fell down the fucking mountain myself. then we went and hung w/ kristie and emma. when we got to the bottom, i wanted more water, so i ran up to the little bistro thing and she refilled my water bottle for free. i'm the only one that got it. because after i got my water, like everyone else went to get it and they decided they'd make a buttload of money if they made people pay for it. i got some gorgeous pictures. hip hip hooray expensive film! then this is 1:30 and school gets out at 2:45 we left. listened to greenday and tried to sleep the whole way home. i had to pee REALLY bad by ogden and was in painthe whole way home. there is a new ride at lagoon called bat-titude. hm... will have to inspect. we got back to schol at 2:41!!!! so since mom was just in the south parking lot, i got off the bus, said goodbye to sara and then went home. it was so nice to pee. it was really quiet all day and really fucking weird because it was so. it tends to get rather quiet when tasha and arjay arent around. anyway it is nice to be home and i am all tired and actually almost content with the day. i think i will go to sleep w/ incense tonight then be really calm. unfortunately, today is only thursday, so there is still school tomorrow... meh oh well.