god. for those few days i thought i had completely unassociated myself with jordan. but now, i'm sitting here, online... at ten at night, and zeros is logged on, which hasnt happened for a while. god. tomorrow is going to suck in a way. but in a way, i also think it might be good. i seriously think i'll get mom to take me to airwaves and that i'll get to go to warped tour. i really want to ask eric to come, but for some reason i dont think he'd enjoy it like i would. there are mainly only two bands i want to see. hawthorne heights my chemical romance is that too much to ask?? ugh. well i have to find all the information on this thing. i've been so good about it and i think she feels bad aboutnot letting me go to arkansas, i am actually praying for this. oh yeah i rearranged my bedroom. it looks cool my bed feels much nicer, except it is really squishy by the wall. oh well. it has maroon and leopard on it now so its better. must go find thingas about WARPED TOUR!!! woohoo