these tired aching eyes... tehse ice cold lonely thoughts. come and warm me up. bleeding thoughts of you away. hoping that this serenity will stay. dripping flaming walls tell a story of tragedy. veiled in darkness shadows of eyes shining corners of your doubt. such a pretty little liar. thses smiles are killing me. you taste like blood. iw ish i could forget. just a moment without your heartache i'd gladly die. happy. it would all be better. 7/30/05 shy smile, sexual eyes. i found you in a lonley leather booth sipping something by yourself. the wrinkled state of things left me to beleive.took the eleveator downt to the revolver. spilled your blood on hot cement. you smiled and said hello. 7/30/05 LEFTOVERS swings and swords, cherries and waterguns. keep you little stories. flood me with your icy words. bright eyes shine so dimly hidden behind those lies. down with love, heartache and happiness. you never knew how seriously i took you. what you fucking meant. just get a clue?! silent stares and bloody nights i lied. so far from you. shivering in my dreams. wrote my story in a storybook for all our "friends" to see. you shrugged hte blood off. you never knew how seriously i took you. what you fucking meant to me. get a clue? teaddy bear hugs and cutesy smiles aren't worth a thing anymore. could have had you fooled. cherries and swords. lies and love. those eyes FORCES OF NATURE threatening blakck blankests drop tears of the sky.lightning fury raors through me. ravishing wind and rain. rays shine through. taken away. black out. sorry our lines are down you'll have to try again. take away the sunshine. return to us bleakness and shadow. keept he pretty things for yourself. wrap them up in darkness and drop them nown. washing your hands in a puddle of regret. 7/31/05