Listening to: songs in my head
Feeling: idiotic
so yeah now i just cant let jordan know i konw. that hurt though... worse... especially what she said. i hate crying but i am doing so now again.... goddamnit.
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SquirrelWraithe: no jordan?
wallakwalla: nope
wallakwalla: he was on earlier for a while
wallakwalla: why?
SquirrelWraithe: i need to talk to him
SquirrelWraithe: wat did u guys talk about
wallakwalla: nothing. i said good morning and he never replied
SquirrelWraithe: o
wallakwalla: yup
wallakwalla: so whats up
SquirrelWraithe: nothing
SquirrelWraithe: u
wallakwalla: same i guess.
wallakwalla: oh so why do you hate your parents?
SquirrelWraithe: annoying
wallakwalla: oh
wallakwalla: did they ever call you yesterday?
SquirrelWraithe: who
wallakwalla: jordan/paul
SquirrelWraithe: no
wallakwalla: oh sry
SquirrelWraithe: i got it tuned by someone else
wallakwalla: ok... who
SquirrelWraithe: my teachder
wallakwalla: ohk
SquirrelWraithe: my horoscope: A partner will once again make things better. Your recent struggles have not changed the dynamic of your relationship. Focus on treasuring the solid nature of things.
wallakwalla: w/e
SquirrelWraithe: what do you mean
SquirrelWraithe: nvm
SquirrelWraithe: i dont want to kno. this week has sucked enuff
wallakwalla: it wasnt supposed to be mean
SquirrelWraithe: k
wallakwalla: just seems very implicatory in a way w/ u and him
SquirrelWraithe: well i was just showing you
wallakwalla: ok. lucky you. wish my horoscopes ever said stuff like that
SquirrelWraithe: http://astrology.keen.com/Horoscopes/dailyscope.asp?sign=scorpio
SquirrelWraithe: then you can get yours
wallakwalla: ok
SquirrelWraithe: i dont kno what ur sign is
wallakwalla: leo
SquirrelWraithe: You could get a lot accomplished today by simply playing on the sentimental nature of a friend or coworker. Strive to be genuine in the face of such easy obstacles. Avoid overt flirts.
wallakwalla: oh
SquirrelWraithe: i have no partner
SquirrelWraithe: and he doesnt like me...
SquirrelWraithe: i bore him
wallakwalla: right n/o
wallakwalla: you BORE him?
SquirrelWraithe: how do you think he thinks i think?
SquirrelWraithe: didnt you get the email?
wallakwalla: nope
SquirrelWraithe: ill just IM it then
wallakwalla: no send it again or i'll go check.
SquirrelWraithe: i thought i sent it...
wallakwalla: it never said i had it so i didnt lok
SquirrelWraithe: im just going to im it
wallakwalla: ok it will take longer tho
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [5:40 PM]: words are words,I have intel.
DustingGlory [5:40 PM]: atleast i dont wear palstic in my hair
Zerosforgotten [5:40 PM]: to each his own
DustingGlory [5:40 PM]: and who gave you comparisons
Zerosforgotten [5:40 PM]: wouldnt you like to know........
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [5:40 PM]: yes i would
DustingGlory [5:41 PM]: ive been told you were sloppy
DustingGlory [5:41 PM]: so what
Zerosforgotten [5:41 PM]: sloppy? me? no,no child,that is a guise
Zerosforgotten [5:42 PM]: youre like an insect in the palm of my hand.
DustingGlory [5:42 PM]: so you have made out with other people
Zerosforgotten [5:42 PM]: its funny and ironic in a way.
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [5:42 PM]: no.
Zerosforgotten [5:42 PM]: i havent made out with others.
Zerosforgotten [5:42 PM]: i felt then...but i dont anymore,so i
stopped making out.
DustingGlory [5:43 PM]: you hurt her
Zerosforgotten [5:43 PM]: i have proof ive manipulated you.
Zerosforgotten [5:43 PM]: simply.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [5:43 PM]: sure whatever
DustingGlory [5:43 PM]: prove it
DustingGlory [5:43 PM]: you admitted to making out with sarah jane
DustingGlory [5:43 PM]: wait til i tell both of them.
DustingGlory [5:44 PM]: you told her she was your first
Zerosforgotten [5:44 PM]: for instance...youve been using my hateful
attitude and anger to get to arjay.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [5:44 PM]: tsk tsk yourself child
Zerosforgotten [5:44 PM]: I do lie when necessary.
DustingGlory [5:44 PM]: how is that proof of you manipulating me
Zerosforgotten [5:44 PM]: simply,i know youre plan and I exploited
it to the fullest.
DustingGlory [5:45 PM]: she wont care if i used your real self
DustingGlory [5:45 PM]: she knows i love her
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [5:45 PM]: oh,and arjay wont be your girlfriend when
she is ungorunded.
DustingGlory [5:45 PM]: and i act like i love her
DustingGlory [5:45 PM]: how would you know?
Zerosforgotten [5:45 PM]: I know more than you think i do.
DustingGlory [5:46 PM]: then how do you know it? like i told you
the end of this week was your last chance. guess what? the week is
ending
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [5:46 PM]: my chance has never been limited to a time frame
Zerosforgotten [5:46 PM]: maybe the end of my chances only starts your hell.
Zerosforgotten [5:47 PM]: oh and yes it is..its limited right now.
DustingGlory [5:47 PM]: how so
Zerosforgotten [5:48 PM]: youre a foster child,only a matter of time
before youre wisked away.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [5:48 PM]: good for me
DustingGlory [5:49 PM]: then she cant get hurt
Zerosforgotten [5:49 PM]: im neither horrified nor entranced about
arjays mind.
Zerosforgotten [5:49 PM]: it bores me
Zerosforgotten [5:49 PM]: too predictable.
DustingGlory [5:49 PM]: if shes so boring...
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [5:50 PM]: too predictable.
DustingGlory [5:50 PM]: do you know that when she saw the ropes for
the curtains behind the stage today, she thought of them as nooses
Zerosforgotten [5:50 PM]: did you know that I am the one behind
everything you think is real?
Zerosforgotten [5:51 PM]: about her?
Zerosforgotten [5:51 PM]: ive set it all up,ive let you do it,little
did you know that I was the true beneficiary.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [5:52 PM]: you made her want to die
DustingGlory [5:52 PM]: she tried to kill herself
DustingGlory [5:52 PM]: not just cut for the pain.
Zerosforgotten [5:52 PM]: oh no no no.I didnt do that,I played no part in it.
DustingGlory [5:52 PM]: you made her miond the way it is. either
thinking about dying or you.
DustingGlory [5:53 PM]: but in the heat of the moment, at
climaxes... she is so far fromt hinking of you
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [5:53 PM]: youre psychotic.you would kill if she
asked you.she is not a nirvana,not a messiah,her words cant rip
souls,only patience and understanding
Zerosforgotten [5:54 PM]: i made nothing,she did it of her free will.
Zerosforgotten [5:54 PM]: of course,when youre right there being used.
DustingGlory [5:54 PM]: yes you use her
Zerosforgotten [5:55 PM]: not at all,I use you.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [5:55 PM]: i never said she was a nirvana or a messiah.
her skin tone, her natural hair... she is close to nirvana
Zerosforgotten [5:56 PM]: you dont make a move having to do with her
unless i wish it or know of it and exploit it.
DustingGlory [5:56 PM]: then you would know how far we have gone.
DustingGlory [5:56 PM]: how far HAVE we gone jordan?
Zerosforgotten [5:57 PM]: well,obviously asker her for sex didnt go
over too well,she never answered you.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [5:57 PM]: she never said no
Zerosforgotten [5:58 PM]: never said yes.
DustingGlory [5:59 PM]: she kissed me
Zerosforgotten [5:59 PM]: youre pathetic.
Zerosforgotten [5:59 PM]: she kissed me too.
DustingGlory [5:59 PM]: but never answered
DustingGlory [5:59 PM]: she kissed me after i asked
Zerosforgotten [5:59 PM]: I dont need to ask,if she wants t then
shell do it,youre only after sex.you know jack about her.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [5:59 PM]: if you have used me so much, show me that
she is still "yours" and that you can have her.
DustingGlory [6:00 PM]: i know more than you do
Zerosforgotten [6:00 PM]: she isnt mine she is her own.i dont want
to control her like i do you.
Zerosforgotten [6:00 PM]: kepp thinkin that.
DustingGlory [6:01 PM]: i know that almost every night, she cries.
i know that you were the first person she felt as strongly for as she
did. i know that the reason she dyes her hair is because she doesnt
feel comfortable in her own skin.
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:01 PM]: i never shoved you into my place,I made it
seem that way,made it seem like you were winnig.
DustingGlory [6:01 PM]: i know that she talks about you in her
sleep. i know that she is so attatched to you that tomorrow she is
going to have her heart and soul packed away for vacation.
Zerosforgotten [6:01 PM]: she felt for stormy,matth,many people
DustingGlory [6:01 PM]: but not as strongly as for you
Zerosforgotten [6:02 PM]: and never will she feel that for you.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:02 PM]: only stormy and matt were "love"
DustingGlory [6:02 PM]: i know that for how deeply she loves you,
she hates you just as much.
Zerosforgotten [6:03 PM]: you just dont get it.Ive used you the
whole way joel,everything you think happened that was real was my
creation,my fabrication.
DustingGlory [6:03 PM]: i know that she never wants to succeed in life.
DustingGlory [6:03 PM]: then prove to me that at any given moment
when you choose you want her, she'll want you back again. and let you
be with her, in any way more than friend
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:03 PM]: I dont control her
Zerosforgotten [6:04 PM]: she wants to be back,I know so from my cobweb.
DustingGlory [6:04 PM]: she bites her nails when shes nervous, she
talks when shes nervous.
Zerosforgotten [6:04 PM]: you should be nervous.
DustingGlory [6:04 PM]: she wants to go back in time and fix her life.
DustingGlory [6:04 PM]: she is shy deep inside
DustingGlory [6:04 PM]: she never told you about who molested her
and how when she was in second grade
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:05 PM]: i never asked.
DustingGlory [6:05 PM]: you dont know who her first kiss was.
Zerosforgotten [6:05 PM]: i dont care.
DustingGlory [6:05 PM]: and yet you say i dont know her
DustingGlory [6:05 PM]: you dont care about her, but you use me
Zerosforgotten [6:05 PM]: i never had to read a diary.
DustingGlory [6:05 PM]: why use one of her aquaintances, poosibly
more than that, if you dont care
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:05 PM]: its not that i dont care,is that I dont care ENOUGH.
DustingGlory [6:05 PM]: not all of it was in a diary
DustingGlory [6:06 PM]: only recent things
DustingGlory [6:06 PM]: like things with you
Zerosforgotten [6:06 PM]: because you threatened me,now im showing
you what a mistake you made.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:06 PM]: i never threatened you.
Zerosforgotten [6:06 PM]: you said and I quote "ill take your place"
Zerosforgotten [6:07 PM]: well,how does it feel sheep?
DustingGlory [6:07 PM]: how she hates her own writing because she
doesnt want people to know her thoughts
DustingGlory [6:07 PM]: that was a promise
Zerosforgotten [6:07 PM]: im like the pied piper,leading you to your own doom.
DustingGlory [6:08 PM]: what did you know about her, every time you
made out? what did you know about her the day she snuck out of her
house to meet you in the park?
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:08 PM]: beneath the afro is a mind that should
never be used on other people.
DustingGlory [6:08 PM]: all you were was a cheap practice run.
Zerosforgotten [6:08 PM]: ive known her for two years,been there for
her for two years.
DustingGlory [6:08 PM]: more like 1
DustingGlory [6:08 PM]: you werent there for her half of this year.
you were only close half of last hyear
Zerosforgotten [6:09 PM]: Ive read every note,ive heard every
meeting,ive learned make outs etc.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:09 PM]: she only knew you half of last year
Zerosforgotten [6:09 PM]: my cobwebs are everywhere,you just keep
tugging the strands.
DustingGlory [6:09 PM]: heard every meeting. what meetings
DustingGlory [6:10 PM]: were you there the first this year when she
stuck the razor into her veins
DustingGlory [6:10 PM]: you werent there then
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:10 PM]: every situation when youve spoken to
her,my network tells me,i hear it from them,even when you dont know
they are there,Im like a spider in a way.
DustingGlory [6:10 PM]: were you there for her when she got back
into her drug habits last year
Zerosforgotten [6:10 PM]: I learn everythng you do,then plot your
next move,and manipulate it.
DustingGlory [6:10 PM]: were you there for her when she first loved
you in 8th grade?
DustingGlory [6:11 PM]: she has loved yous ince eighth grade and you
never knew it
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:11 PM]: I was different last year,im smarter now,i
ahve no emotional abandon.
DustingGlory [6:11 PM]: then you never loved her
Zerosforgotten [6:11 PM]: I know what youll do almost before you do.
DustingGlory [6:11 PM]: and when she looks at you
Zerosforgotten [6:12 PM]: oh i loved her.but now im confused.
DustingGlory [6:12 PM]: its almost unbearable to see the love
mingled with the hate, both for self and for you
DustingGlory [6:12 PM]: you were her last hope for her life
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:12 PM]: my "anger" ive displayed,my awkward
sillyness,all a guise,you the "sheep" invited me the "wolf" to dinner.
DustingGlory [6:13 PM]: when she had nothing else to rely on, she
relied on you. and you let her go
Zerosforgotten [6:13 PM]: I let everything go.
Zerosforgotten [6:13 PM]: im truly heartless.
DustingGlory [6:13 PM]: you slit her throat
Zerosforgotten [6:13 PM]: and youre there to lick up the blood
DustingGlory [6:13 PM]: you were there when she cut herself the
first time tHIS year. you guided her hand
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:14 PM]: you and her family
Zerosforgotten [6:14 PM]: and you then preceded to lick the wound
and fill it with salt,rust the blade,before I stitched her.
DustingGlory [6:14 PM]: you havent stitched them yet. why dont you
stitch themt hen
DustingGlory [6:14 PM]: i dotn salt her wounds
DustingGlory [6:15 PM]: i clean them
Zerosforgotten [6:15 PM]: ive tried.but know im eating you fom the inside out.
DustingGlory [6:15 PM]: i AM her escape from reality
DustingGlory [6:15 PM]: you still could stitch her.
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:15 PM]: you ARE a tool,youre useless,shed choose
me over you to take a bullet for.
DustingGlory [6:15 PM]: you know her as well as you say. use your
lies to fix her.
Zerosforgotten [6:15 PM]: I dont try anymore,too messy.
Zerosforgotten [6:16 PM]: i cant work that way.
DustingGlory [6:16 PM]: she would take a bullet just for her sheer
will to die. to meet god and spit in his face
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:16 PM]: you know you could fix her. with three wordsw
DustingGlory [6:16 PM]: with your hands
DustingGlory [6:16 PM]: with your eyes
Zerosforgotten [6:16 PM]: id rather break you.
Zerosforgotten [6:16 PM]: im succeeding.
DustingGlory [6:17 PM]: but with me its different. ive never had
experience with lying about how i felt. i am awkward at love, because
this is how i really feel. if it was a lie, i woul win
Zerosforgotten [6:17 PM]: she doesnt love you "joel"
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:17 PM]: breaking me wont fix her
DustingGlory [6:17 PM]: i never said she loved me
DustingGlory [6:17 PM]: she never said she loved me
DustingGlory [6:17 PM]: she never told you she was IN love with you
DustingGlory [6:17 PM]: i never asked her for anything other than her love
Zerosforgotten [6:17 PM]: im covering your eyes with silk,when all
there is is poison ivy
DustingGlory [6:17 PM]: i never asked her to touch me
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:18 PM]: you asked for sex.
Zerosforgotten [6:18 PM]: pig
DustingGlory [6:18 PM]: and you asked for a hand job
DustingGlory [6:18 PM]: and then you said you would hurt her
DustingGlory [6:18 PM]: and you DID hurt her, because she never did
do it that day, did she?
Zerosforgotten [6:18 PM]: i resen that,i never "asked" but i did let
it happen.
Zerosforgotten [6:19 PM]: she started then i stopped her.
DustingGlory [6:19 PM]: you have asked.
Zerosforgotten [6:19 PM]: never bare skin.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:19 PM]: once
Zerosforgotten [6:19 PM]: no i didnt.
DustingGlory [6:19 PM]: it doesnt matter. you wanted it
DustingGlory [6:20 PM]: where were you the night she cried herself
into a bloody nose
Zerosforgotten [6:20 PM]: Joel,i can pull the plug on her "feelings"
she doesnt love you,all the webs ive woven have made you believ it.
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:20 PM]: youre easier to manipulate then most....
DustingGlory [6:20 PM]: you already have pulled the plugs on her feelings
Zerosforgotten [6:20 PM]: its sad.
DustingGlory [6:20 PM]: everytime she smiles its fake
Zerosforgotten [6:20 PM]: and to think i was worried in the beginning.
Zerosforgotten [6:20 PM]: about YOU of all people.
DustingGlory [6:21 PM]: she cares only for a few, and the smiles are
for them, so they wont be as hurt
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:21 PM]: yous hould be worried
DustingGlory [6:21 PM]: i can emailt his whole thing to her
Zerosforgotten [6:21 PM]: not if i do first.
DustingGlory [6:21 PM]: ive never lied to her, never hurt her. why
wouldnt she believe me
DustingGlory [6:21 PM]: like you would. i told you your last chance
was the end of this week.
DustingGlory [6:21 PM]: she wont read yours
Zerosforgotten [6:22 PM]: tsk-tsk.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:22 PM]: tomorrow is the week-ending
Zerosforgotten [6:22 PM]: tomorrow,ill assume complete control.
DustingGlory [6:22 PM]: sure. tomorrow is the weekend
DustingGlory [6:23 PM]: tomorrow she will most likely be ungrouned.
DustingGlory [6:23 PM]: she'll get of on good behavior. and she will
go see her other friend before court
DustingGlory [6:23 PM]: tomorrow could very well be her last day in
west valley.
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:24 PM]: tomorrow is the end of your dreams of her.
DustingGlory [6:24 PM]: and what is tomorrow for you? another day to
take more of what she has left of a life
DustingGlory [6:24 PM]: ?
Zerosforgotten [6:25 PM]: tomorrow,your world will fall to pieces.
DustingGlory [6:25 PM]: and what of hers?
DustingGlory [6:25 PM]: are you really heartless enough to hurt her more?
DustingGlory [6:25 PM]: without you, or matt, or me.
Zerosforgotten [6:26 PM]: i wont hurt her.or try to fix things.she
doesnt need me.
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:26 PM]: she does
DustingGlory [6:26 PM]: she did
DustingGlory [6:26 PM]: shes told you
DustingGlory [6:26 PM]: you know she has, even if not directly
Zerosforgotten [6:26 PM]: this is about you not me.
DustingGlory [6:26 PM]: you said she doesnt need you
DustingGlory [6:27 PM]: the only way i will leave her is if you are
there with her
DustingGlory [6:27 PM]: because you are the only thing she wants
Zerosforgotten [6:27 PM]: hahahahahahahahahahahhaa
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:27 PM]: and i love her.
DustingGlory [6:27 PM]: i just want her to be happy
Zerosforgotten [6:27 PM]: you truly think you have a choice in the matter.
DustingGlory [6:28 PM]: thats pure love jordan. doing anything to
make someone happy
Zerosforgotten [6:28 PM]: true,ah well.
DustingGlory [6:28 PM]: and i doubt you emailed her
DustingGlory [6:29 PM]: because if you did, she would just hate you more
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:29 PM]: its amazing to see someone love and hate a
person equally
Zerosforgotten [6:29 PM]: i did it already.she should know the truth
DustingGlory [6:29 PM]: about you useing her?
DustingGlory [6:29 PM]: about denying things you have done
Zerosforgotten [6:29 PM]: i never did
DustingGlory [6:30 PM]: about you not caring about her, just caring
about getting me out of her life?
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:30 PM]: about you not wanting her
DustingGlory [6:30 PM]: about you playing with her mind to get to me
DustingGlory [6:30 PM]: obviously if you knew how her mind works...
you wouldnt email her.
DustingGlory [6:30 PM]: LOL
DustingGlory [6:31 PM]: but if it came from me i would be at an advantage
DustingGlory [6:31 PM]: just tell me this: do you want her? do you love her?
DustingGlory [6:31 PM]: hello?
SquirrelWraithe: DustingGlory [6:32 PM]: are you too scared to email her?
DustingGlory [6:32 PM]: or do you really think she loves you enough
to still love you after seeing this
Zerosforgotten [6:32 PM]: no.im doin it right now again.
DustingGlory [6:32 PM]: do you want her? do you love her?
DustingGlory [6:32 PM]: i havent emailed her yet, because she
deserves the WHOLE conversation
Zerosforgotten [6:32 PM]: i dont know.
DustingGlory [6:32 PM]: and i wont warp it
SquirrelWraithe: Zerosforgotten [6:33 PM]: oh shell get the whole conversation.
DustingGlory [6:33 PM]: if you dont know then why are you so intent
on getting me away
Zerosforgotten [6:33 PM]: and i wont warp it either.
Zerosforgotten [6:33 PM]: youre bad for people.
DustingGlory [6:33 PM]: so are you
DustingGlory [6:33 PM]: its bad history to have 2 significant others
cut after problems between you
DustingGlory [6:34 PM]: she never drove a blade in because of me, or
taken a drug
Zerosforgotten [6:34 PM]: youre sick.
SquirrelWraithe: thats all i have
wallakwalla: so thats why he threatened to hurt you.
wallakwalla: the whole thing.. ouch... to everyone
SquirrelWraithe: yeah
SquirrelWraithe: it doesnt seem like its me, does it? ( really wanting to know)
wallakwalla: not really no
SquirrelWraithe: lol. too psycho? or what
SquirrelWraithe: too mean?
SquirrelWraithe: what makes it seem like its not me
wallakwalla: i dont know... its just not really how you usually type/speak
SquirrelWraithe: lol
SquirrelWraithe: see i DO have an alter-ego
wallakwalla: question:Zerosforgotten [6:19 PM]: she started then i stopped her.??
wallakwalla: yep
SquirrelWraithe: huh?
SquirrelWraithe: i started what?
wallakwalla: i don't know thats why its a question. it was with the "you asked for sex" thing.
SquirrelWraithe: nvm. i tried to go home.
SquirrelWraithe: i never touched him
wallakwalla: oh
wallakwalla: j/w
SquirrelWraithe: after he said "seriously do it or ill hurt you" i said "im going home" and attempted to leave
wallakwalla: and why was it only "attempted"?
SquirrelWraithe: because he was like "no i was just kidding" and he grabbed on to me, but i never touched him
wallakwalla: oh... i can't believe hed even joke about that....
SquirrelWraithe: i kno
SquirrelWraithe: but... lets keep it between us
wallakwalla: yeah
wallakwalla: ow
SquirrelWraithe: its not one of my brighter moments..
wallakwalla: understandably
SquirrelWraithe: what was ow about
wallakwalla: dunno, i guess jordan was right, something about it hurts a little
wallakwalla: dunno why.
SquirrelWraithe: was right about what
SquirrelWraithe: o that it would hurt you
wallakwalla: yeah. and i don't know why/what
SquirrelWraithe: see why i wanted his permission?
wallakwalla: yeah
SquirrelWraithe: it would hurt almost anyone that read probably
wallakwalla: good point
SquirrelWraithe: well... yes... it hurt me
wallakwalla: i definitely understand.
SquirrelWraithe: what he said more than what i said
SquirrelWraithe: i bore him
wallakwalla: i dont think he doesnt like you though... at least in some way...
wallakwalla: it's sad how he's flipped our lives to turn around him and have every nightmare involve him in someway
SquirrelWraithe: but i do hate him just as much as i love him, if not more
wallakwalla: i know...... i do too....
SquirrelWraithe: yours isnt love yours is obsession
jk lol
SquirrelWraithe: do yout hink that convo hurt him and thats why he wouldnt let you see it?
wallakwalla: n/o i didnt think that was funny...
wallakwalla: yeah.
SquirrelWraithe: YOURE the one who said it was more of a obsession that one day
wallakwalla: i know i did- but i hate that word... i konw its probably true but i dont want to believe it....
wallakwalla: and i said "maybe i am obsessed... i dont know"
SquirrelWraithe: he was your first for a lot of things
wallakwalla: i wrote that note like three times
wallakwalla: i'm very aware of that
SquirrelWraithe: but you need to move on... have a second.
SquirrelWraithe: and a third
SquirrelWraithe: and a fourth
wallakwalla: i get it.
SquirrelWraithe: yep
SquirrelWraithe: i hate his ass
wallakwalla: i'm sorry
SquirrelWraithe: i hate his hair
SquirrelWraithe: i hate his eyes
SquirrelWraithe: i hate his voice
SquirrelWraithe: i hate his twofaced
SquirrelWraithe: anyways i g2g. tired
wallakwalla: yeah i should too ttyl
SquirrelWraithe: byebye
wallakwalla: toodles
SquirrelWraithe: dont tell him i gave it to you
wallakwalla: i wont
SquirrelWraithe: ever
wallakwalla: i wont
SquirrelWraithe: no one
wallakwalla: i kow
SquirrelWraithe: knows
wallakwalla: i konw
SquirrelWraithe: NO ONE
SquirrelWraithe: bye
wallakwalla: i know
wallakwalla: bye
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