no offense to her or anything, but i am really bored today. there really isnt much to say. havent' talked to either arjay OR jordan, which sucks both ways. getting VERY sick of music videos, i have $49.37 in cash, $99.37 at my disposal truly. i dont want to have a violin lesson tomorrow if i get luck i might not have one. i have to go to the concert for eric tomorrow night anyway. so bored. want to talk to jordan, but he will probably go through the whole summer telling me or arjay its not him if we try to talk tohim. oh well. perhaps its for the best. as long as he tells us if he has to go with his mum. i will be soo sad if that happens.