Joel is back I guess. I don't know whether to be happy mad or sad about this. I'll ahve to decide shortly Fall is here. go outside and look atall the pretty leaves. it looks like fire on the mountainside. And yes, the otehr two journals where that is also belong to me. I jsut I dont know. I liked the way taht looked I guess. For the most part, school is going well. Things could definitely be better, but I can't fairly complain. I just feel really behind and overwhelmed. I saw an old friend on saturday at the concert. I realize how much I miss all of my friends. Including Natasha and Robyn. I want them to come back. I want things back that I can't have. So many things. Can you help me get them back? I've been looking for myself for a while too, and I'm really missing that, too.