so then she doesnt talk to me. maybe she hasnt been on all night...but that seems unlikely. i did NOTHING to her. All i did was walk off when she was saying goodbye to jordan after they held hands and she "pretended" to make him hit me in the face. I wasnt wanted there. i dont see what the big deal is. and as no surprise they sat together on the bus. he looked like he might have been waving at me. ew. i shudder to think. dunno who was by me that it coulda been tho. oh well. I MUST NOT CARE. NO CARING ALLOWED!!!!!!!! so maybe something went on between them after the bus. well im sure something did, but ya know i'm meaning something bad. oh and so it was 'back on' their thing or whatever. since its not a relationship. so heaven forbid. i really would like them to hate eachother. it woudl be nice for me. in seventh she ignored me though too. and then she walked off w/o me OR jordan after school. well jordan flew to the bus again, so whatever. so if anyone has a right to be pissed, it is me. i always seem to have the right to be pissed where arjay or jordan are concerned. and i do, and i am. but whatever. i dont know what isup with her. she wants to be a bitch again, FINE. that's just fabuloous. I am getting so fucking sick of all these evil shitheads in the world. but of course without them the world could probably not exist. well im sure many people would be happy if i didnt exist.