how i wish i could be in space.. and not just be an oddity. i just realized i really do want them to hate eachother. god. how EVIL is that? what kind of person wants one of their "better" friends to hate their ex who they still care for after he told her she meant absofuckinglutely nothing? WHO FUCKING THINKS LIKE THAT?????? WHO??????????????????????????????????????? how do i know this? because i got on and they are both on, and i go to her after she says hello, attempting to work things out? and she goes yeah. and i am mad about it. how horrible is that? how can i even do something so henious in my little warped mind? why do i need to stress it out even further? if they try yet AGAIN i swear i am probably going to hurt one of them. probably arjay, even though jordan surely deserves it more. but i dont know... oh and she told me he isnt worth tears he isnt worth anythign that i've gone on abou these last five months and now she's the one doing it and crap.