Listening to: jimmy neutron
Feeling: evil
THIS MELODIC VIOLENCE
The thrashing of the hateful words
The pounding of relentless drums
The stinging pitch of strings
Volume to deafen
It calms me
Screams unheard over
My music
Sobs and taers are muted
This melodic violence
Bringing me down
Raising me up
What was spoken from the darkness
Lingers in my mind
This melodic violence
That I would die without
Bringing hatred to my eyes
Tears to my heart
Ripping me open from the inside
This melodic violence
My undoing, My demise
My sanctuary, My Messiah
5/5/05
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HUNGER
The lights flicker in the dark
THe flames dance in the stifling air
Shadowed cloaks float about
Mysterious to the spector
Lying still
Too terrified to move
AN unknown language
Passes blood-stained lips
Wet teeth shine
In the scarlet light.
Drawing near,
Smoothly,
Not at all hesitant
Unable to move
The victim watches...
Waits
For what is sure to come
THe shadow is upon them now
Bending closer
NO breath escapes
Fangs peirce trembling flesh
Blood seeps out
Predator hungrily feeding
The red lights fade into a
Vision all of blood
The last thing seen
Before the last drop spilled
Another shadow rises
5/5/05
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MEMORY
Never forgiving
never forgetting
holding a grudge forever
Shutting out the world to what they think
Showing no emotion
Lying just to hide it all
IN the emptiness within
A lonely heart beats
Filling the body with blood
and tears
Shallow and deep
Icy and warm
Sulking through day after day
Wearing fake smiles
And letting false laughs slip
Withering away
They never forgave
They never forgot
A memory lingers to kill
5/6/05
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this one is the lamest
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MAKE UP YOUR MIND
one moent you're happy
the next you're dead
one second you laugh and smile
the next you're dark and angry
why can't you make up your mind?
one minute you're sweet
The next you're evil
SOmetimes i weep for my stupidity
Sometimes I smile at your jokes
I never know what to expect
Is it her or me?
Are you going to fight?
We drive ourselves mad with it.
Wanting you to hurt
Needing you to see
ONe day i love you
The next i hate...
The understanding to base this
Is needed on both sides...
5/6/05
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