haha. i sorta like that mood. well today was pretty lame. i had a funnyish dream, and i made a really freaky entry in my journal last night... maybe i'll put it in here later if i can... anyway, my dream... of course, since i am excited for thursday, i dreamt about future occurrences last night. i dreamt that all went as planned- ar and me dying our hair, and having both paul and jordan over. and we were all having a good time, and we were sitting outside eating stuff and talking, and all of the sudden, arjay leans over and starts making out with paul. notjust a french kiss, i mean complete MAKE-OUT. it was weird to dream it. but i dreamt ar and jordan... so... but jordan and i just sort of watch, stunned... and i look over at him and he is half glancing at me... and then arjay and paul stopped. and then jordan stopped just looking wistfully at them and got this majorly sour look on his face and glared at arjay... and then she sighs and reaches over and taps him on the shoulder and goes, "jordan if you want to french someone, make out with sarah" adn he looked at me blushed, looked back at her and meekly shook his head. (okay and this part is really funny, because apparently when jordan asked arjay fora hand job and she said no, he said "no seriously do it or i'll hurt you" and she never dit it) then arjay grumbled and said "god jordan, you know you want to" and he just kind of sat there, and then arjay went "no seriously do it or i'll hurt you" and then me and her and paul laughed and jordan got all huffy and went inside, and so i got up to go try and talk to him, and as i get inside, all of the sudden, jordan is there in front of me and he started to kiss me, and then we went into my room and made out. and i know i had that dream for two reasons, one)because i am excited for thursday and hope he might kiss me and yeah because i'm pathetic like that and two)because when i was writing in my journal, i had a memory flood, and EVERY detail of kisses between jordan and i flooded back to me and so i went to sleep thinking about that and yeah. but it was a pretty good dream, even if it was a little wierd... i must tell arjay... she might make my dreams come true. aww... how sentimental