ugh i can barely even stand chuck anymore. knowing that she knows what kyle found out and told me so that i know. well... then again, she isnt really my friend and never really has been. oh well. now i am all alone again on the computer. i dont know why i hope for people to talk to me. only two people i can even truly enjoy talking to. robyn tasha everyone else... just sort of go fuck yourselves. i am so sick of being rained on, being brought down by the actions of other people, but withno real friends around, it is hard to keep yourself above that low. anyway. enough with the self pity. who likes blood?