I fucking know who your secret lover is. You think it's some big seceret eh? like i'm stupid. like i'm not evil. i hate you and youre lies before i dont know why you insist on lying to me and trying to hide this again. you're lousy an di can act quite well. you're shit and not worth the pain i inflict. its the only way. the oly wah i can take away. i need to get away(away from you) some place with real people... who feel and care some place far from you. somewhere where i can be happy. where i can hate you openly and not care what you think. I hate you. I want to get away... somewhere... wehre i can be happy..... 8.21.05