I still I just feel so awful you know? Received List: DVD VCR combo Laptop (currently typing upon) 4 shirts nice sweater sky dancer finger fun thing Jackass Boxed Set Dresden Dolls in Paradise Girl, INterrupted Charlie and the CHocolate factory HIM: Love Metal HIM: Greatest Lovesongs volume 666 Green Day: Bullet in A Bible Green Day: American Idiot Green Day: Insomniac Green Day: Kerplunk Nine Inch Nails: The Fragile Nine INch Nails: With Teeth Frickin A: Big Egos and No Ideas RC car cellas chocolate cherries shawl that I will probably never wear tons of art stuff (Note to self: Remind family that I am so NOT an artist`e anymore) scuncci hair thingy that might or might not work for me. Disney Scene it mirror cd/ memory book of last christmas at grandmas cat calendar neopet awesome saucer chair lottery card things nifty backpack for laptop ...and I'm sure I got a bunch of other shit that I really don't deserve or need or anything Even if dad's cables DO say "Sarahjane is amazing and loved by her family" Bullshit I say. Who in their right mind would ____ me? But all in all, it really was a nice christmas. I have to say in all honesty though, I wish they'd taken the money they spent on this and gotten natasha here for me and sara. I really do. A friend is worth more than a computer anyday. Although I am slowly getting to the point where that may not be the point anymore. Stupid dad is the "administrator" on my computer. He thinks he's so hoity toity? I know what his password is. It is the same as mom's logon to sisna. So hahahahahaha I rule this computer whether he knows it or not. But today, I played on my computer, watched some jackass THE DRESDEN DOLLS DVD IS AWESOME BTW. I just sort of want them to go away and go to sleep so I can watch Girl, INterrupted, but I seriously don't think any of them would like it one bit. But I do. I relate to the characters and all that jazz.. They're all crowding around me and reading things and talking to me and glancing over occaisionally and it is really bothering me. I keep panicking and thinking they're gonna read something I don't want them to see. FUCK OFF YOU FAMILY PEOPLE!!!