ok... well i really do hate them. Gym really kinda sucked. Butt kickers arent too bad but i still dont like them. arjay was being a bitch in world studies, but so what else is new? she was sort of a bitch in chem too. Actually, so far, this has been a fairly decent blue day. chemistry... we played bingo. I got 10 e/c points for doing it right and getting a bingo. hahah. arjay kept trying to steal it. she owes me 4 fucking dollars now. i should not let people borrow from me anymore. nick is going to get a mouthful tomorrow when i ask him every five minutes in asl. meh. :::GODDAMN THE DINGING::: english we got to use our brains. got put with wl people so iknew themall and wasn't afraid of them beating me in. lol sara thought it was funny when she looked at the clock and goes "wow its already time to go?" and i said "yes time goes by faster when you have to use your brain." vocabulary is fun. i hated the bus. arjay was a bitch there too. mehhhhh. i almost want to ride hte bus tomorrow and walk to light and home. but i dunno. tomorrow is red day. red days tend to be fairly good. i dont mind them quite as much as blue days. mom MTO'da nd so was home when i got home. tried to type things on comp but the printer is an asshole and mom got really really pissed and practically broke the system. she yelled at me and tony so i went into myr oom and cried and talked to arjay and took a half nap with my kitty and then bit my arm and did some homework. she and ton went to get a new USB cable for it tho so hopefully it will work lol. Retarded. I did alot of e/c for enlighs. at the moment i have 5. need at least 3 more. so eh its okay. I think I'm pretty much fucked with a C in math though. I find it hilarious. FOr how long was I considered the mathematical genius???? arjay askedme why i started cutting again. she hasno idea that the day she came for my birthday was a day that i did it. she has no idea that the purple sock was around my wrist for a reason. haha even i can put two and two together. I am hungry. Come home damn you!!! I am so fucking happy tomorrow is friday. Monday... hopefully will be an easy day. my brain cannot handle much more of thought like this. goddamnit i want to write poems. AND I CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!