Ok... so the PHYSICAL sickness is clearing minorly... The tickling cough is unbearable but otherwise physically I guess things are okay. But yesterday... oh my god yesterday was fucking awesome.... I find a solution... illegal for the next 6 years but not as self destructive... Maria is leaving at the end of the month for Seattle so she wanted to have one last sleepover with Liz and I because she did one with the guys last month, so all day we figured things out to the best of our ability.. and Maria finally told us she got ahold of JJ and we were going to stay in a hotel room for the night. FUCK YES. So after bickering and fighting and bitching about a million different things, mom finally dropped me off at the big WalMart to find them, Liz foudn me and we dumped my shit, and walked back into the store to see Maria at the checkout with chips and cookie dough and a bottle of boone's farm and a 6pack of bacardi strawberry. Liz's request. Shock, but a pleasant one. Went to the hotel and checked in, JJ gave us free cards from the gift shop. We got ice and ordered a pizza and went back. were goign to order a movie but they were expensive. We found it horribly amusing that there were like 10 "still in theatres" and 10 new releases, but there were like 30 or something pornos. It just made us laugh. We were right next to the hot tub, but htey'd just clean it and it was fuckin ice cold... So we sat in our hotel room all night testing the hot tub and playing oh hell and watching the stupid cable tv shows... watched the Grinch... drank our drinks... Oh fuck yummy... After liz's first bacardi she was getting woozyish and way crazy and I thought it was hysterical. We had so much fun though. Made Maria listen to the psycho sexual songs. Oh yesss. Arjay does not approve of our drinking. FUck her. Went to sleep around 12 i guess.... woke up and walked to the conference center in our PJs and got food... walked back, watched full house and hte end of Jaws while we ate, played more Oh Hell, I am getting better ahhahaha, took showers, and as we were leaving, maria pulled out the last bacardi that had been sitting outside all night and we all completely finished it off inlike 5 minutes. Liz and I were sad because they were all gone. Went to Marias and watched stewie griffin the untold story. Picked up Sara Jo and went to Troys. I smeared whtie paint on my lovely black hoodie. Its sad but I got most of it off. Just a couple unnoticable lighter streaks. Hung at Ahmas... talked to arjay... came home... She has fun now that her grades suck. Maybe I just need to loosen up there like everyone else... I feel like my entire outlook on life is changing... I think mom has something in the fridge I'd like... and it's not the cranberry juice. I'm tired. Having teeth pulled tomorrow EEK!