... if yshe was youre best freind than why did you tell her she was stealing from you or whatever? i talked to her when i took her her aspirirn and i asked her to tell me who it was that she said broke her heart and she said it was you and then she says that she can not keep fighting with you and so that is why she is not going to do anything anymore and that she hate girls and how she knows pople are talking shit so that she only talk to peopl who has no clue what is going on and not even about it becuase she says everyone is evel and they just need to pull there heads out becuase the one who dosent want to talk about it gets blamed and so if she has to take the blame to be left alone she said she will deal with it in her own way.i tink if you try to get sent away that that is kind of stupid becuase obviosly you have freinds at youre school if they are tell ing you things that they omehow "know" or think and if you dont want to hurt her anymore, you wo'nt leave. you can still probly be her freind again. if you want, i can talk 1. to her for you as long as you dont tell her i am talking to you. becuase i am just trying to fix things but she is already feeling betrayed by her other freinds and i just want you both to be happy. what makes you think you love her? and do yout hink if she asked you to do stuff with him, you'd of let her?it would have hurt more for her to ask you than to just do it. anyway i have to delete your thing so yeah. if you want me to talk to her or find something out i will. *************************************** because she did.... she took it from my hands and wouldn't give it backafter i asked...... to me, that is stealing. gee thanks. you've made me want to die more now. i told you i hurt her. i can't stand to hurt her anymore. i'm not trying to fight... i just want to go away. then tehre will be nobody to fight with. i don't have friends anymore. the only person that is even close to a friend is hyrum. he's the only one i can fucking talk to. i don't know him. that helps..... if i'm hurting her, how would leaving keep doing so? if i was gone, she would forget about me and everythign would be better. there's no reason for me to be there. you're not fixing anything. i hate myself..... i wish i hadn't talked to you in the first place. i should have just left. i could not have stopped her even if she did ask. i couldnt have let her. ITS THE FACT THAT SHE FUCKING LIED TO ME THAT HURTS theres so many things i have to ask. i can't be her friend again... i'll just end up hurting her again... and i dont know why...... when i was thinking about everythign.....i realized that there are... were... only two people that i care about... that cared about me or at least acted like it...che held me while i cried...maybe i just wanted to love somoen agon...... i don tknow.......... but how could she love me? and why... why wouldn't sshe say anything........? why do you think its your place to tell me this? IF i went away... everythign would be easier. and nobody would hurt.