Yesterday was a good day I guess. It was really rather lame until we went to the store and ArJay came... We had alot of food. We just sat in my room eating and watching movies and talking and going through magazines and ripping pictures and stuff out of it. Listened to her fucking goodbye cd. I love that CD. Can't wait till Valentine's Day. It will almost definitely be another lonely Valentines day, but this year I actually feel. I don't hate every single motherfucking person except one... so... yeah. We talk alot. I made her watch Hedwig... I think she liked it but I dunno. SHe said she liked the music. John Cameron Mitchell and Stephen Trask and Michael Pitt are sexy bitches, bitch. Around like 1 or 2 we started to call people. Prank called Jordan a few times, acutally called Jordan and Paul to talk to them. ArJay told paul about the sexual incident last weekend. We think he hung up the phone and started to cry. It amuses me. And her... We called the little whore aka Chambray and talked to her like a stoned guy for like an hour. Calle back multiple times on my blocked phone ehehhehehehe. We called her once and made orgasmic noises and stuff and she was all "are you jacking off for me?" all seductively and excitedly. Can we say VOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMITTTTTTTTTTT!?????!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!!!???!?!??! we were up till almost 4 just calling random people. did the bad spelled phone numbers and random people. It was fun. Most of the "fuck" or "cunt" numbers were disconnected. We laughed so hard I thought I was going to have to change the sheets on my bed andput a towel down. It was fun. Her stupid parents wanted he rhome at 11 tho so we didn't get to go to the cemetery today. It sucks bad but oh well I guess. We will do it soon. This entry is lame but its funny. I had a weird dream about blood and cutting and ArJay and Natasha. Crazyness.... The thoughts murder... confuse... whatever. It rained earlier and I wish it would again.