she can make me smile and forget things... asks me to go to bray's party. is the reason i would... the only person that will be there that i want to spend like ANY time with... I don't know. I'm giving myself a motherfucking headache trying to figure all of this out.... but she did... she wants to go to a cemetery and take psycho goth pictures and stuff. Life is frustrating and confusing. there are about 28 hours left in 2005. where the fuck did my year go? Down a spiralling shithole apparently. ah well. ta