HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA THE ONLY WORD THAT CAN BE USED TO DESCRIBE IT... OR MORE APPROPRIATELY MY THOUGHT AS THE LIGHTS WENT DOWN AND THE LAST GUITAR WAIL FADED INTO DARKENESS... HOLY SHIT... MOTHERFUCKING... AWESOME. so anyway, yes... it was fucking awesome. people loved my "get fucked" pin and the hot 18 year old guy was nice. I think Eric may have been flirting a little bit, but I won't tell my daddy. It was not as interactive as green day, but the head thrashingness and the rawness of trent's self gratification(it was not elegant and orgasmic, his hand was just there) and the lighting effects made it lovely. and the fact that i was there with a fan of NIN since they like first surfaced. Let me say I was just ecstatic. We were in the fifth row. I'll draw a picture on Paint and put it on here in a bit. or copy n paste or something i dunno... But dude I could actually see their faces. The whole fucking place sang along to hurt which made me really happy. Too many people sang Hand though. But there were some pretty awesome looking hardcore people there. Eric did make me wear earplugs but I took one out because it is just better when your ears ring for an hour after the show and yelling when you talk seems muted. Dude I cannot honestly even begin to fathom or explain how awesome yesterday was. I mean it was that good to me. It feels like it was a dream. I had such a head ache from jumping around and banging my head. Eric just mostly danced the whole time. We were both so excited and it paid off. And he surprised me with the fucking 5th row seats!!! As we were jogging to the doors eric hollered at me "ooh i'm so excited i'm going to nine inch nails with sarah." and i yelled back at him "ooh I get to go to nine inch nails with eric!" it was just a blast. And i am NOT concerted out. MCR is tonight. Even if ArJay goes, I really don't htink I will be. I mean, I want to, but I do have some thigns to do, and even though I really want to go I am feeling the effects of my 5 hours of sleep last night. Ah, it was just so wonderful. Eric made me two NIN cds I dont think they're ALL the songs he found though. I mean, head like a hole and perfect drug aren't even on them. So that makes me all sad cry-y boohoo-y. Speaking of songs... here's what I know of the set and they ain't fuckin in order. Love is not enough you know what you are? only sunspots head like a hole terrible lie march of the pigs mr self destruct hurt closer down in it and there are like 4 on the cds that i know and I know they did, but I don't remember what they be. Damn. Well I will shut up now.