EVERYBODY GO TO IHOP!!! THEY'RE GIVING OUT FREE PANCAKES TODAY!!!!!!!! We went to the state championship game. The car ride was most intertaining. michael in the trunk on the way to THe game was good. we sucked though. i'm amazed we even made it to state. hahaha. shaun is weird with the conversation and the "FUNNEL!!!"ing and stuff. we were like 20 pts behind with 3 minutes left so we decided to leave so that we could actually get INTO ihop for some pancakes. this time, shaun and arjay decided to be in back... (fuck.) and these asshole kids pounded on jackie's trunk and then jumped on her car teling her that they had to get out of the trunk. so arjay and sahun got out and walked to ihop. i almost laughed at jackie but i was really annoyed at the other guys too. we went in and took up two tables with the 8 of us and just sat there eating pancakes. arjay used my phone all day to text hyrum and they wrote notes back and forth. shaun is pretty cool. so is mike and eric. shaun opted for a lonely ride in the trunk and we set off to take the others home. we freaked anytime we sawa cop and had a lovely time antagonizing people. it started to rain when jackie dropped me off.... really hard at my house. my mood dropped from its little ledge and went splat on the ground. and i am sad now..... but i have 3 people telling/beggin me not to cut so...... i will try not to..... but.... eh. talking to kyle... i dont know if this is good or bad. he reads this now. ditto to that. oh well. i'mfucked. he didnt really seem to care about waht i said but then again......... nevermind i guess. I just need to pretend to be okay. i won't cry again. she's all over these other guys that she likes or lusts for... but me, me she only loves so clearly i must get no attention..... it sucks and well yeah. fuck it....