well.... yesterday... um yeah. woke up, made my dolls look like whores, then mummy dear called me out into the living room to watch movies with her. ring two... eh... its okay. she liked it better than teh first. then we watched bridget jones' diary 2. it is good too i guess. then we tried to watch saw but i got tired and went in my room and napped. had la frontera for dinner. take out haha. and then there was to day. sub in ASL. test in alg 2. lame-o!!! i think i bombed it anyway. fuck oh well. lunch was... well pretty interesting. i dont know why, but today at lunch, jordan decided i am okay to talk to. of course i dont know how well thats going at the moment. but haha i lent him pretty much dead batteries and he gave me 50 cents, hooray? art lame. forgot shit. shared my cd player with alicia. poor her she's taking journalism again. sobs for her. astronomy test was ok. got 38 outta 41. lahahahhaa. steven hates me. if he can get me ticket to the big ass show, i will take him to greenday. only condition. muahhahahahaa. after school took bus w/ sara and arjay. got off across from TP as usual. arjay followed me off and was all "i'm gonna walk w/ you for a bit" so i walked past my park, down to the light, jordan behind us, then she decided i needed to just go to her house, and she had a quite convincing fake phone convo w/ terry. got to her house, sat for a nano second and then went to the WL bus stop to say hello to paul and "bitchell" aka mitchell jordans little brother. so then we got paul and this kid jake who used to ride the UTA bus w/ me last year. then we proceeded to walk to pauls house. mitchell was talking to me. when he first got off the bus he yelled at arjay "YOU CUT!" and then goes "arent you a cutter too?" to me. and then he was talking to me a little bit about school and stuff. like "ever see jordan around?" and i was like, okay, why the fuck was he asking me this??? so we went to pauls house, he checked w/ his sis and then we walked back to arjays. he gave her some guitar chords, and then we just sort of sat there and talked alot. terry is a little freaky. oh well. it was a lovely little heart to heart. then arjay got on the computer and signed onto my AIM and tried to talk to jordan. i asked her not to but she pretended that she was me... god. HOW FUCKING OFTEN DO I EVER TALK TO HIM??? LET ALONE ON AIM??!?!??!?!?!?! dude its just a little retarded. well he wasn't there so he told "me" that he'd let jordan know i spoke. and then arjay got onto squirrel and was tlkaing to kolby and kelly got all belligerent with him telling him that he'd already told kolby he was gone. and then kelly signed out at him. OOOOH. then we ust did random things, mom came and got me and went to IHOP (gag i am so sick of that place. so sick of places like that jbs dennys dees villiage inn included. dude.)then went to dads house to get stuff. dad hit his eye on something. his shiner puts arjays bump to shame. it looks like he dressed up in drag with this awesome purply magenta eyeshadow stuff, but it is this horrendous bruise, complete with a gash where it actually bled. woot for daddy and his spectacular bruises. well, now i'm home. i got on, and just after liz said "hey hooker" i was greeted by jordna with "you wanted to reach me earlier?" i so should have lied there. oh the possibilities, but no, because it pissed me off that arjay presented herself under my name, i told him it wasnt me. eh fuck. more reasons for wanting it to be wednesday. tomorrow i will get off at reg stop, and not walk with arjay no matter what. i pray she doesnt even get off then... and i will walk to light. possibly chat with jordan... eh. i feel in a way like i am betraying arjay. but in a way, i sort of go, fuck her.... i know its really mean. god. decisions are difficult. i cant decide whether or not i really should or do like him. gosh. tomorrow, schoolness earlyness. i fucking have to run a mile. AHHHHHHH why can't we be friends??? OMFG SHE OVERFUCKING REACTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!