How long do we have to wait until the poison sets in? My companion turns to leave. You've fucking broken me. Falling down through the levels of my life. Landing on the shards of a broken dream. Applause from a tainted angel staring down at me with razor sharp eyes. Hiding in the shadows with blood running down my arms. The pain has finally become unbearable. I cannot stand to look at you. I want to tear your eyes out and pry each strand of hair out of your skull. Bittersweet tears fall from my eyes. Such A fool I was for believng you. You've fucking broken me. My voice cried out to you and you turned from me. I reached out my hand and you shoved it away. I showed you the scars and you didn't care. I Saw the fear in your eyes and the worry in your voice. I thought you were more frightened than I. Now I only want you to share my scars, to fucking understand my pain. I hate you now. I'm sick of trying to win this, and have you again. It hurts me too much to even think about it. It breaks my heart. Singing songs wiht words full of blood and suicide met with an illusion of good karma. You took away my existence. You took away my might, and my reasons to smile. I ask for the same in return. Yet I am still forced to wear these fake smiles and masks of laughter. You've fucking broken me.