Okay so yesterday we actually got to finally make our cookies. YAY!!! Our chirstmas trees were beautiful and we used some more silver balls so yeah Mom burned the snowballs but i made her make blue ones, and she won't eat them. ANd those ones aren't burned. So I'm happy about that. When we were done with cookies, I sat in my room and watched whatever was on TV. they cut the "never stop fucking me" part out of Jerry Maguire. Grr. Lol I am perverted. Ah well. Around 7:30 dad and Eric showed up to go christmas shopping with us. Dad wanted Kmart so mom and eric went to walmart. I had to go with mom and eric first. We got alot of movies and stuff for people. Switched to go with dad. Tony got some gorgeous locket for mom for ust o give her. I got more movies and some CDs for people. fun little toys for tony and a really pretty sweater for eric. And if yesterday was good I really don't know how to explain today... Of course... it's a blue week so I dread today wednesday and friday (but I dont gotta go on friday!!! mom's letting me skip) So gym sucked like usual and I had to actually go get my inhaler so hahaha fuck you misa paka. Grr I hate him so much. World studies was immensely entertaining. ArJay came up with an idea to dress up like indians with nipple shirts. Talked to her most of the time. She lent me some hyperness. LUnch was ok. Got a frazil, ended up giving it to kaleb. I almost ripped my eyes out today when i saw jordan. I dreamt about him last night and every thought I have that involves him kills me a little bit. Chemistry was ok too I guess. I need to ask her questions about the stupid green packet. English was okay too. Got some/most of my essay written and went to arjay and read her emo song. It's good. better than anything I've written lately. So I rode the bus even tho mom was MTO, got home, we messed around with bags and wrapping and I did somehomework. Around eh I dunno 5... 5:30, mom's phone rang and she said for me and tony to go out onto the street Tony goes "i'm expecting a rental car to come around the corner with aunt sherry and uncle shane in it." I smiled. I knew it had to be that. Sure enough, a minute and a half later, a red car came around the corner and pulled to the side with them inside. Tony screamed yess and I squealed and jumped up and down. Then I cried. And I just let the tears come. It hasn't been that abrupt from happy to tears for a long time. I don't konw how long. Mom got this whole reaction on tape too. I walked over to where they stopped in front of Mel's house. tony said hi to Aunt SHerry in the window and Uncle Shane got out and came around back. I hugged him and let the tears keep coming. Then i hugged her too. It hurt so unbelievably much for something so unbeleivably good. I got what was at the top of my christmas list. Now if only I could have the second thing... But we came back inside and I continued to cry... mom thought I was sad. I dont know... maybe I was. Sad Happy Overwhelmed Pitiful... I wrapped some presents. I hope tomorrow is good as well..