i'm tired. school kind of sucked. some fucking pregnant whore in the bathroom made fun of me for just sitting in the stall for like 5 minutes. well, i could have told on them for sluffing... but oh well... i know how to say "what is your name? blah blah blah nice to meet you." in sign. math was... okay. it is still pretty much review. i do enjoy it though. sara and i drew on myself... i almost want to befriened cynthia. but not quite. still... gag. anyway... lunch was quite nice. sat at our little table and made fun of ourselves. i'll fucking show jake i can be fun w/o arjay. its just that i have to fucking edit myself and stuff around sara and jess. jess not so much. kaleb and jess, btw, drank more of my soda than i did. oh well. i should charge a nickel a sip. i didnt know jake was unaware of the red pencil stuff. haha i told him. fuck you all. drawing was okay. just drew some more cartoon people. sam is so fucking anal. i understand it though. at least it's all good. we wathced this weird "sun dagger" video in astronomy. it wasnt bad, but i'm not sure i'd like to see it again. just informational. i think this guy kyle that sits in front of me took a pic of me w/ his camera phone. out of the corner of my eye, i could see him looking at me. he's not really ugly... but he's not exactly good looking. he looks like he's always stoned. the conversations between kenall and david(the seniors that sit in front of sam w/ me) and the kid from eishenhower are quite interesting "um... saturday i got drunk blah blah blah... he doesnt know what i was using him for "i was using him for sex" it just makes me laugh. took the bus again. won't be doing that again. i'll give them some alone time, so they dont have to worry about making out infront of me. i dont care anymore. i'm in an ignore all people that piss me off to any degree mode. ha. from first to last is stuck in my head. i love the purple bruises on my body. they make me feel... i dont know. i just like them i guess. the one on my arm from being slammed into the wall on sunday is green mostly and not really visible, but hurts like hell, the ones on my leg are wonderful... and a new one has appeared on my knee. beautiful... i could drain them. that way, i'm not being self destructive when i cut/puncture myself. i am being self relieving. hahaha. i'm a retard. i need to look really really ugly tomorrow. school pictures fucking suck.