Ok ok ok. So these last two days have been basically...... Indescribable, So yesterday school was really really really lame. I was so excited about the after school activities that I'm amazed I made it through the school day without exploding. Jackie took pictures of things. ArJay ate a piece of paper just for my My Chemical Romance poster. OMFG freak. Mr. Wise is fucking evil... So... mom pulled up to me, with "Closer" cranked... bass up. Liz texted me aleks is jumping up and down!!! lol tell them I'm listening to the I want to fuck you like an animal song. So I ran home real quick and got clothes and things. Headed downtown. We arranged to meet at Crossroads Plaza. Aleks is... In his own way, cute. To me, at this moment, he is just... beautiful I guess. We have so much in common. And he was completely different than I expected. He greeted me with this specacular hug and kept his arm wrapped around me for a while. We went into the mall and down to the food court. Liz and Brett got Dairy Queen... Aleks and I got Orange Julius. It was yummy. He helded my hand ¢¾ We wandered a bit... took the elevator to the roof... came back down, went to hot topic and destroyed a shirt display. the ladies laughed at us... Then we went back on the roof. Brett and Liz sat on this box thing and kissed and cuddled and all this shit, and Aleks and I just sort of giggled a little, and he just looked at me and laughed and said "kiss?" and I nodded and we kissed. And I fully realize I probably suck because my 1st was with another 1st-y... but... Just wonderful warmness. Took the trax train down to Delta Center. Aleks rested his head on mys houlder most of the way. walked to Crown Burger and called Ahma. While we sat and waited for her, aleks sort of wrapped his arms around me and i leaned back into him and brett laid on liz and she was all "oh my god I can feel it" and aleks said, pointing to me,"So can she but she's not complaining" hehe I turn him on. Dropped them off at Aleks' house because Brett ran away from home... went to Chubby's for dinner. liz and I decided we were gonna go to sugarhouse to see a movie.. watched charlie and the chocolate factory... called aleks and he finaly called back around 10. We talked to them.... decided we were just going to go hang at Aleks' house today. their floor is uncomfortable. like... wayyy bad. Woke up, ate waffles, Ahma left for church meeting, and we waited for her to come back. We were bored enough that we watched Meet the Fockers, all the bonus features, and then the bonus features on Charlie and the chocolate factory and sort of learned how to dance like oompa loompas. Around... 11:45 Aleks called us complaining and telling us to just leave and come to his house because they were having alot of fun and they wanted us to join in. finally... at like noon ahma got home and when i told aleks he screamed into the phone "YESSS SHE"S HERE!!!!!!" and I almost didn't understand him. So we threw our shoes on and headed over there. Greeted by aleks on the couch. Brett was shirtless most of the day. Liz does not complain. Watched a bit of a couple things, before finally settling in with The Notebook (aleks cries at the end) and the whole time, i'm like leaning on him with his head on mine, and his arm was around me and we were playing with our hands, and at one point, brett grabbed my and and stuck it between aleks' legs. Closer to the end, he sort of laid down, and i shiftted so i was laying too with my legs bent, and he stuck his hand up my pants, and rested it on my knee and sort of ran his fingertips on my thighs... it tickled. he laughs at my laugh. I played with his hair. It is longish and black and beautiful, and his eyes are dark blue... and... just... god.... When the movie was over, we went into Aleks' room and watched his cousin play video games while he played with the music. put Closer on. Liz said to me she thought her and brett were having dry sex pretty much. and I'm sworn to secrecy so nobody tell lol. Leaned on Aleks again and felt... it... again... he played with my hair and sighed and held my hands and stuff. Just... very lovely. At one point, liz and brett were crammed in the corner making out... aleks put on a song and like crawled up onto his bed where I was sitting and leaned me back andjust started kissing me. just there on top of me, eyes closed... his hair tickled my face. I dont know whether I just suck (although I dont htink so because he kept coming back for some more...) or if he is shy... because even though you could um... feel that he wanted to... he didn't really. He sat on the floor and played music and we sort of half watched liz and brett make out... he'd put a song in... and i'd be all shocked that I know it and we'd sing and just sort of stare at eachother and at one point he goes "I watch you." and his cousin chase goes "Uh he WANTS you"... so I got sick of being kicked off the bed by the makeoutkids, so I just moved onto the floor with Aleks and helped him break plastic cd covers. Hed hug me and reach over and hold my hand or somethign... At one point, he and brett took their pants off. Liz was disturbed by it, but I'd rather see Aleks in his boxers than Chris vaughn in his fucking booty shorts. Then they put the pants back on and then took their shirts off, and Aleks was all "can I see your bra to see if it woudl fit me?" and I laughed at him and sort of shook my head and he laughed and goes "hahahaha that's what i expected and then took my hoodie and put it on. then he unzipped it and was all "oooh look I'ma takin it off" Like... it was sort of crude, but seriously, what can you expect from a hormonal teenage boy??? When he put his own shirt back on, he put in his Pablo Fransisco CD, and I curled up on the floor with him while they went at it on the bed. chase just sat there absorbed in his video game. Aleks' arm was around me and our legs were sort of intertwined and we were doing the mutual leaning thing again... lol... Gosh... I would really sort of like to be alone with him next time... but I dunno. He kissed me again. I don't know why it seems so signifigant... I guess after a year of kisslessness, it's nice to be appreciated in more than one way. Especially today because of... well.... things that were a year ago. So we just sat there side by side.. for like an hour, just kind of touching and smiling and laughing. Then ahma called. mom was mad at me for my phone not being on... so.. i called her back and she was really pretty angry... and we called ahma again and told her to get us in 1/2 an hour. Aleks' enjoyed it a little bit when I turned my dog chain into handcuffs. it made me laugh and smile. I hung the phone up and leaned back into aleks and he was like; "are you ok?" yeah... just... worried... I guess.... that I won't get to see you again. I dont want to be in trouble because of you "its ok she'll calm down" he kissedmy cheek and we leaned back again. i checked my phone five million times tomake sure battery was full and it was on, and he looked at me and goes "are you sure you're ok?" and kissed me. i smiled and said yes. At 5 we decided it would be a good idea to vacate Aleks' room and go outside to wait for Ahma. So we got our shoes... Liz and brett laid against the patio and kissedand hugged and all this jazz... I handcuffed aleks again and he put his arms around me and hugged and stayed close for a minute and then had me help him get them off... and he just sort of held me until ahma got there. hugged goodbye. I can't wait to see him again. ♥♥♥♥♥