HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! I feel too good. Its like.... really scary to me, but I like it and I know its good. It's not often I feel that I'm on some kind of a natural anti-depressant thing. But in a way, I guess that's how I've felt the last two days. Tuesday was really pretty fun. We basically got out of school early so ArJay and Mary and I walked to Taco Bell and got food and then walked back. Arjay has a "buddy" Went home and talked to Lizzy. She told me Aleks had tried to call meon Monday and was going to try again, and when 4:30 came and I had no phone call, I thought I'd call him and see what the fuck was up with it. I called. We talked for about 5 minutes and I'm the one that said goodbye. The extent of the conversation was "................." awkwardness and slight apprehension. I asked if he'd called me and he was all "Has Ashton called you?" (ashton is my cousin's evil fuckass ex bf btw) and I said "no, why did Liz put him up to it or something...?" "no..............................................................................."he said, "I did." "oh. Why was he supposed to call me?" "Uh..............................................stuff.........................................................nevermind." "Oh. Well I guess I just was checking that so bye I guess" So I then proceeded to text Liz about it and ArJay asked me what was up so I told her and she now hates Aleks and I'm kind of in a "fuck this I'm sick of people who refuse to tell me thigns to my face" mood. And so yesterday when I returned from teh bowling alley we sat in World Studies and composed mean texts for Aleks to receive THROUGH Liz. ArJay caled him a little pussy boy who was gonna get his ass kicked by girls one day and I said, (so proud of this by the way) Basically, I figure, If he was going to break up with me through Ashton, I'm breaknig up with him through you" i think is what I said. BUT!!!!!!!!!! ENOUGH ABOUT THE FUCKASS LITTLE PUSSY BOY!!! Becasue he doesn't matter. yesterday was so unbefuckingilevablly good. I got to go bowling and hang and drink coffee. I got to slack off and understand all of my classes. I got to sit at the table with my donut and be nice and friendly with everyone. Mary and Jordan had a roll fight. Jess and Sara talked about weird stuff. I listened to the VAGIIIIIIIINAAAAAA song because I could. I got to hang out in Chemistry and totally understand my work. ArJay and Kolby put their blood on ArJay's backpack. Liz texted me back that she wasnt at schoool so LMFAO ROTF!!! We got put in little groups and made giant comic strips and I made friends with people that I really didn't think I liked that much. Actually...... I think I kinda like Seb. CRAAAAAZZZZAYYYY GOOD. Lol he sounds justl ike the little man on the poptart commercial. But I drew and Seb dictated and stuff. We all colored and made it look really pretty and Priscilla has really nice handwriting. It was fun. We were like the first ones done and it turned out pretty nice. Mom gave me a ride home, I painted FROM FIRST TO ♥ LAST in bright bright pink on my pretty black shirt. Ate nachos and jerky and hung out with mom for a while. packed my stuff. Dad got us. We ate McDonalds and sat around here at Grandma's house for a while doing like just about nothing.... Played Scrabble with dad and lost by only 5 points, after he got a 75 point word and THEN some. So yeah.. Eric showed up adn we hugn for a while. I had good dreams. Woke up and ate a fabulous breakfast and the aromas that are enveloping the house aer making me feel even better than before. We played boggle and colored in the colornig books and I kicked Eric's ass and we watched Miracle on 34th street, the OLD one. And now I need to go because It is time to decorate that poor old plastic Christmas tree. I am so hungry. Can't wait to eat and get even FFFFFFAAAAAAAATTTTTTTEEEEERRRRRRRRR Well happy turkey day everyone. Hope that if you're in teh US you're having a good day and that if you're not, you still are. Americans are pigs. Yep. I'm going to go eat now.....