today for the most part was good. mom totally lost it last night and told me not to worry about stuff... i will fucking worry if I see fit. I got to school today and went in and asked to see Gonzales, becasue I knew hew was there, I'd seen him go in. and the fucking lady told me he wasn't there and sent me to class. Ok so when I got to the goddamned gym door, "5th period meet at bowling alley" so i had to walk by my fucking self in the cold to the bowling alley. mr parker bowled with me and amber. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK SCUM!!!!!! walked back w/ amber. world studies was fun. arjay's star tattoo was interesting... she went too deep so now it's just a red scab outline of a star. cynthia was hungover so i gave her lortab too. we didn't have to use our brains. lunch was cool. i was sociable. as was jordan. everyone was friendly. jordan threw arjay on the floor basically. We all laughed. IT was funny. He kept losing his little skelly lego. :( too bad for him. Chemistry kinda sucked. we got moved and I HATE where I am. so when she was done talking, arjay came over (bad thing #2.. i'm stuck siitting next to chambray) so yeah... and we talked for like the whole class. i couldn't fucking think either. english went by fast. we found research and stuff... i read papers and highlighted them... shanice is so fucking anal. but it amuses me. The bus was really fun actually, stormy sat behind me, arjay to the side, adn jordan behind her. and we spent the whole little ride talking about alcoholic beverages and such. it was lovely. hehe jordan likes bacardi. cuz he "doesn't like the taste of alcohol" well if thats the case but you wanna get plastered, that's definitely the way to go... whiskey chocolates. sexxxy lol not. i like the fact that he looks me in the eyes when he talks to me, and when he's not... he just sometimes looks. went to arjay's hosue. jordan suddenly realized at the light" did you miss your stop" and we all laughed. walked the shortery way and jordan and storm were funny. arjay kept trying to walk behind nhim... at lunch she wastrying to sodomize him with the mntn dew bottle and he didn't trust her. (she was trying to poke him in the ass) but it was fun. as they turned away she called after him "Tu un cabasita de mierde" at least i think. she called hima piece of shit in spanish and it was funny. it was fun at arjays today. she made nacho things and we ate them. paul came adn was very depressed, so we looked at pictures of the sexy emo boys kissing. there's one where you can kinda see their asses... its so hot. arjay spent like an hour trying to fix paul and kolbeh up because kolby felt lonely and sad for mat and paul was all depressed and stuff. kolby deep throats popcicles. ha ha. arjay let me read her little text entry thing about her and chad. i didn't know itw as that much but now it makes just a titch more sense to me... kept showing paul pictures of sexy shirtless chad and terry. hehe. on saturday when we're hanging out terry may come... or he may meet us at the cemetery... I really don't know but either way it could/can/would be fun... paul left at like 630 ish, arjay and i talked more to terry and kolby and stuff. it was cool. requested to go back tomorrow. it's fun to spend time with her. and yeah you anonymous i guess i kinda do... but she said thes ame thing so yes... lol she just pointed out that we'res pending every day this week together... haha she's right too. saturday-party sunday-party monday-haning out w/ poser pix tuesday-well lunch and yeah... IMing today tomorrow friday saturday sunday. lol we feel looved! oh god i can't spell. oh well.