ok... so... death threats for the better???? i dunno. possible. and, i think i might be able to do it. again, TM convo so i only got 1/2. i think i know part of what i've said. meh. dono. weird mood. no emotions. no emo. just happy/hello. sry... distracted. i am not emo over it, just happy/o its ok..ask him out/he's free game, you want him/ you DO dont you? ask him before it is too late/so. do it/i will not be offended/i have no feelings of that sort so dont worr. do it or possibly miss out. "go for it"/ never officially, i do nt think. at one point i thought we were but jordan said we werent so.. yea/ DO IT YOU DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO LOSE BY DOING IT, ONLY LOSE IF YOU DONT/ are you going to/yes do it tomorrow after school after the bus/ after school after the bus./ are you going to?/ you'd better ask him and then tell me all the details of your making love at the return of your love/ you must do it AND tell me ALL/ ALL DETAILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA eric/i dont think he likes me but thats ok i have better things to do if he dont. do you think he does/ what makes you think it/ he follows me? obeys me?/ oh yea!! he love me/i thought so too lol. not LOVE but like/ hehehehehehe so yes and then kyle yakking at me for 1/2 an hour about it (see holy crap kyle), and then my mind is screaming at me "YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO! ARJAY'S RIGHT!!! WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO LOSE? YOU'RE ONLY EVEN BARELY FRIENDS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!" and its weird. liz wants me to. OH YEAH!!!! ROBYN CALLED ME AND SHE IS COMING TO GREEN DAY WITH ME TOMORROW!!!!! FUCK YES!!!! PSYCHONESS SHALL PREVAIL! tomorrow should be a good day. reasons: not a blue day classes fun and haha lunch. with jordan. bus. with people. after bus. with jordan. promise to myself that even if i have to totally bullshit it all i will do it. possibility of wonderful things after the hours until we go get robyn. stepping through the door into the Delta Center ♥♥♥THE MOTHERFUCKING GREEN DAY CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!♥♥♥ possibility that i will be too tired to go to school on thursday. muahhaa cons for tomorrow: must figure out how to get to school an hour late rejection and embarrassment after bus uh, i think tomorrow will weigh out being fucking awesome, don't y'all??? i feel odd. bad for arjay. she said she wouldnt care. so. she wont. damnit!!! the problem is me caring enough. i'm tired. at the same time, horribly enough, i feel no remorse for what i've done all the time. dunno.