I am tired. ArJay threw up fake blood today. I am getting so fucking sick of trying to mess him up the way she wants to. godfuckingdamnit. I don't want to play a part in it anymore. If I have to ask him my own questions, I will ask them how I want. Her vomitting fit was really quite disgusting. In mentality anyway. It disgusted me that she did it and was laughing about it and all. The actual act didn't disgust me. It did jordan though. "oh my god, that is revolting."I'm sick of it. I want it all to end. I wishit could be...... A year ago.... haha he is sexxxy! It is big I know but I am lazy and hate trying to shrink them down.