inhaled by the harsh breath of jealousy exhaled with blood slipping down my arm cringing at the pain inside follow trust my dishonesty falling apart at the edges unable to separate all aspects of life or love fantasies entwining with dark reality falling into unescapable hell rearranging clutter to create a path entombed within a thousand thorns unable to peel them out tears flood my insides with though Kobolds surround me, taunting invidious thoughts emerge finding it hard to breathe cursed to oblivion within myself how i've missed you... how i've missed myself (Kobold - according to German folklore, kobolds are spirits who dwell in mines and who like to torment humans. They are tricksters and not normally evil. In the 16th and the 17th century, they were usually depicted on paintings as little devils with a conical hat, pointy shoes, a hairy tail, and bald feet instead of hands. They are considered to be the most dangerous and most ugly of all the fairy-like beings.)