Can a heart still break if it's not beating?

Feeling: expectant
Today has been well. I slept in for a while. The small one kept waking me up with it's cries and I finally managed so secure silence around 6:00 in the morning. I ate a banana. Mom checked showtimes for movies and all that jazz and joan called. Julian had a little performance at school, and she invited us to it so that he would not feel alone and abandoned. It was cute. Kindergartners dressed up as flowers and bears. They performed "Goldilocks and the Three Bears" The little girl that played Goldilocks was adorable. Julian came running to me when it was over and latched onto me. Sometimes, I really really miss having that kid around. Even if he was a little shithead the majority of the time. No.... the memories come back to me when I think of that. Shoo... Go away dear hated memories. Another time I will welcome you, yes. So after the thing we went downtown to Gateway. Wandered a bit and then ended up at applebees for lunch. It was pretty tasty. I didnt eat an appetizer as my meal. Part of it, but not all. Another blue-ribbon browine. drool... Went back to the upper level and watched Corpse Bride. It is good. Definite buyer, and I need to find lyrics to some of the songs, because they are just pretty and sad and all around my kind of thing. Ventured around. Mom refused to walk down to Starbucks and VMS so I settled for Hot Topic. It was worth it I decide, because I got the Nine Inch Nails shirt. Its too fucking big... but I will do my best to shrink it much. Got RHPS poster too hooray... Mom decided to get freaky little charm bracelets at claires I got these beautiful Labyrinth postcards... one where they are dancing "as the world falls down" and it says "You have no power over me" and one where it is just Jareth holding the crystal and it says "Fear me, love me. I am content for the moment....
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