Heh. next best thing to her actually BEING back. I miss people. Yesterday was cool. FIrst off, Thanksgiving was fucking awesome.... good food 6 litlte parts of myf amily and no nasty words or fights. We played boggle. I kick ass. It makes me feel smart. Yesterday we went downtown to see the lights on ceremony. Damn you 9th south. sob sob. I put lights up in my room and mom and tony watched their little cartoons in the living room. On thursday night I was watching viva la bam and it was reaaaaaal good because ville valo was on itand i was mad because i fell asleep. I missed the state of bam again. FUCKNESS!!!!! Around 2 we all got winterproofed and figured out what we were doing and headed down. GOt a lovely litlte parking place right by gallavin avenue and walked up the stairs. Went to starbucks for coffee and snacks. Aren't we just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pro-LDS? I have a new love. Cranberry Bliss Bar. THey win me over again. went and sat down, Tim showed up with Jeff, Jeff left, then Joan, liz, ahma, and julian came. RIght after the show thing started dad showed up with a pitiful little 50 cent cup of coffee in his hand. I let him have some of my coffee to ease the pain. Some lady was complaining about the bittersweet hot chocolatea nd dad beign thew ay he is, wanted to go get some. Sigh. Sometimes, he REALLY IS gay. The concert was good, I just would be perfectly fine and dandy if i never had to listen to Joy to the World again. THey must have played it upwards of like 5 times. I dunno. We got to sing along, dad and liz shared my coffee and cranberry thingy. Liz made a goose out of my snack bag and carried it around. Last I heard of it.... she'd named it goose goose... No effing idea there. So then they left to go down to the gateway to ooh and awe at the tree. We were all cold and hungry and felt familyish, so when the concert was over, we talked to Eric (hm.... doug too and hum... I dunno there. Hes kinda cute SSSSSSSSSH. mom likes him because he plays her Rhapsody and Blues whenever he comes up to the balconies at intermission.) Eric ate green cheetos. Dad had to give one of erics friends a ride home, so he did that, then the 5 of us met at Dees for a lovely little dinner. Eric showed up just after we did. It was cool. We got hot chocolate and talked to the waitress until dad showed up. Dinner was good. I don't usually like when all 5 of us are together, but it was nice last night. Eric leaned back after his first piece of quesadilla and said "so, what does Joy need for christmas?" The only idea in my head was, and so I said, "Her son and daughter in law" and my mom like bit my head off "DONT TEMPT ME SARAH I'M HAVING A HARD ENOUGH TIME NOT DOING IT." Sigh. THere are three people of mine who are currently in the southern midwest southwest WTFever that I want here for christmas. Unfortunately.... I don't think I get any of them. Sigh... No crying sarah. No crying Damnit. So then we went to Shopko so tony could get his little friend a birthday present. I went to look for christmas Cds, and in that found bullet in a bible which i gte for christmas yeeeeeeeah. mom couldnt find the funny things she watned. after we paid, we found the goddamned motherfucking christmas cds. She didn't want now 2... and she was cranky so I didnt look at anything else and we jsut came home. But yesterday was nice. Today I should do some homework then go to dads... Uh... how likely is that. I sound too happy ant talk for too long. Oh well. if you read you read if you don't you dont.