I don't know why, but I do feel angry. It sort of sucks, but at the same time, I don't fucking care anymore. Last night sucked severe ass. I knew their fight would not/could not last long. Oh well. Mom came home and we didnt know where Tony was, so I missed my doctor's appointment and am stuck in the class of misery. Aw fuck I wrote like 5 pages in my goddamned journal since she wouldn't let me on the computer to vent. So I figure, eh, what the hell? I may as well use thte thing for writing down more than the occurrences of the day I most recently completed. I don't feel like writing about today. It really sort of sucked. But last night was worse. One of the worst nights as far as mom off the deep end goes. But yeah. I don't feel like talking about that. He talks to her. She sits by him. She has a boyfriend now. She still craves revenge. I think she does it to piss me off, too. To show me how easy it could be. Or maybe its to show me how easy SHE is. Either way it kind of sucks. He smiles at me and doesnt think the braces are ugly. ::shudders::