Dude i'm a fucking idiot... i forgot my keys and had to climb into my room from teh window again. on the whole, this was teh easiest, after i wandered around and all for like 10 minutes trying to get the need to pee under control. then i broke one of gram's chairs SSHHHH... so i went aw fuck this i'm not waiting for tony anymore. i got the old metal orange computer chair and leaned it against the end of the trailer, and opened my window, took my hoodie off and grabbed the other one from on my bed and padded the sill with them and then jumped up and pulled/slid my way onto my bed. whoo. and the plan did not work. now i'll bet he thinks i'm a fucking idiot too for asking him where she was on the bus. i never got a chance to really tell him that she 'wasn't in any classes. oh well. and then i agreed to walk with her further and w/e she wanted to do to him because i think she's afraid to be alone w/ him... so i followd and we met up with hima s he came east from 48th... and she showed him the voodoo doll that she totally killed in english... hehehe and then proceeded to follow him east and down his little street, again he told arjay to die. hmmmmm. so then she stuck this monkey thing she found in a trash pile in his tree then took it down and put it on the m ailbox. i'm freaking out the whole time like what if he's calling his dad and telling him what we're diong. what if he's watching us through the vines? i didn't do anything though. I only followed arjay for her... protection, so no blame can be put upon me. well..... goddamnit iw ant to get my pictures. i want my pic of matt and the ones of hawthorne heights and morningwood and everything else that i have... not so much the teeth ones.... but... yeah.