So yesterday they pulled 4 of my teeth. It felt weird. I could feel them dislodging it and then I felt the release of blood into my mouth. And my teeth are fucking huge. He gave me 5 needles full of lidacaine. The last one hurt like hell because he stabbed me where tehre was no topical anesthetic. They gave me a prescription for Lortab. First time I'd actually been given any... that weren't like 7 years old. I was sort of like whatever to the whole thing because the old ones knocked mom on her ass and they just slightly dulled hte pain for me. I was so completely numb that I couldn't figure out what my chin and bottom lip were. The nitrous(laughing gas) was spectacular as well... It just makes me a little dizzy and floaty and I don't really care what they do to me. Daddy was really nice. He bought me yogurt and hot chocolate and Ben & Jerry's since they wanted me on liquids for the next 6 hours... I took a lortab at 8 last night and by 9 I was so dizzy and distracted with random thoughts that I had to turn my light off and go to sleep. Odd dreams.. involving people I don't usually see, a fortune teller person, a date and a whore skating on the back of a car... and a giant ball that destroyed a city... and I found my cat amidst it all. Iris... not midnight... Mum woke me up at like 6:30 saying "good morning?" "good morning" "good morning?" "good morning." "how are you feeling?" "okay.." "do you want to go to school today?" "I don't want to but I really need to." "you're still groggy from the pill last night... I think you should stay home, take care of yourself and get better before you go back." "mm..." "besides you've got a week and a half for christmas vacation coming soon, so you can use that to catch up on your work. Evne if you don't get full credit, at least you can have plenty of time to get it done" "yeah.." "I'll call you on break. Go back to sleep honey." she turned my light off adn went back out. I laid there and cried for a moment, then rolled right over and fell back asleep. I woke up about 2 hours ago... Watched bridget Jones and took another pill... NO cough syrup. These things are spectacular. They make me sink in my place. I've never been knocked completely off my ass before by something... I want to take another, but my mom doesn't trust me with Lortabs and counted them last night. Easiest thing to do right now... Fall asleep. I want to go back to sleep. But I have things that are due tomorrow.... and thursday. I'm angry, but I'm too groggy and sore to care at all.