I got my pictures. The wierd whore ones didnt turn out very good. the pretty one is blurred. I don't care. my hawthorne heights, a good majority of my big ass show pics, ME MATTY, and a bunch of other lovely ones are pretty good. expect picture overload tomorrow. hahaha. arjay's mad at me i think. oh well I can't make her change her mind. I told myself not to care, so what do I do? I fucking care. I am just so fucking sick of it. He signed off at me so like... whatthefuckever... and after i resent a message after she didnt reply for 20 minutes she goes "thats not what i was asking about" and didnt reply. So I'm in sort of like, a FUCK YOU mood to most people. I just want it to be lunch. I just want to have the chance to tell him where I stand and make him understand my position. I don't know if he will, but if I am nice, he might. so.... I want to love my pictures. Worship the JT and the Matthew and the kick assness!!!