Frightmares is upon us

Listening to: NIN: Sin
Well... I had some pretty fucked up dreams about the zombie guy from Castle of Chaos last night. No complaints really... Nice in a way to get my mind off of other things/people. Mom wants to go to frightmares tonight at Lagoon, but unfortunately Eric has a voice recital and a van crashed through their fence and almost hit their house. I feel very bad for his garden. So... We will see how that goes later. Mom is supposed to either call him or call/TM me. I want my dreams to come back. It is fucking cold this morning. Even with the sunlight coming through the window and glaring on things, it is still DAMN cold. I want to eat. I have no desire to make anything for myself. That soup last night was really good. I want more. But like I said, I don't want to make anything. Well... I haven't anything else to say, so have an IM convo. Eric : you wont believe what happened this morning!! chat_bac_gurl_16: what happened/ Eric : At 6:25 A.M. while your father and I were asleep... A fugitive in a mini van drove into the telephone pole and street sign and through our front fence and stopped four feet away from the front of our house... Eric : the power pole had to be replaced becuase he broke it in half. chat_bac_gurl_16: that is scary Eric : I have taken pictures. chat_bac_gurl_16: lol that is good. insurance? chat_bac_gurl_16: did my mom get ahold of you guys? Eric : No but I called her. chat_bac_gurl_16: oh ok. she said she was going to call you and call us back but she hasnt called us so.. Eric : I called her really early this morning. chat_bac_gurl_16: oooh. she wanted to know if you had any plans for later. Eric : What sort of plans? chat_bac_gurl_16: going anywhere. she wants to go to frightmares and wants you to come too. Eric : I have a voice recital @4:30 - 6:00 p.m. tonight. It would have to be after that. chat_bac_gurl_16: ok. i dont think it even opens till like 7 so i will text her and see whats up Eric : would it be possible to do that next week? chat_bac_gurl_16: i dunno i'll ask her Eric : I think it would be fun on either night. chat_bac_gurl_16: like either tonight or next week or either night next week Eric : tonight or next week.. Next week might be better for me considering the circumstances. I mean, how often does a van nealry wreck your home. chat_bac_gurl_16: yeah. true. i will text her about it and then either IM you if you're still here or call you chat_bac_gurl_16: when she replies Eric : I'm cold chat_bac_gurl_16: so am I. there are no fuzzy things to sleep on my feet. Eric : are you still at your grandmothers? chat_bac_gurl_16: nope. home. Eric : When did you two come home? chat_bac_gurl_16: we had to leave thursday because of orthodontist/drs appointments Eric : how did the appointments go? chat_bac_gurl_16: tony needs to brush better/more. we've been turning our appliances the wrong way. they put a new wire in my mouth that is stronger and it doesnt go up to my fangs. Dr's appointment was good... considering the needing of shots. but hey! nobody had to hold me down this time. chat_bac_gurl_16: I had to get four. ::shudder:: Eric : ew... i don't like shots. chat_bac_gurl_16: me either. scared of needles. Eric : I don't remember the last time I had to visit the doctor. chat_bac_gurl_16: apparently excluding yesterday I hadn't been to the doctor for a year chat_bac_gurl_16: i got to cd psycho at best buy on thursday night so i think it makes up for ickyness of shots. Eric : tony would have been impressed with all the flashing lights and rigs that were around this morning. chat_bac_gurl_16: oh i bet! Eric : what cd's did you get? chat_bac_gurl_16: soundtrack to willy wonka and hte chocolate factory, NIN: and all that could have been, perfect drug versions, Greatest hits eurythimics, white strpes:elephant, Green Day:Nimrod, HIM: Razorblade romance/dark light, Franz Ferdinand: You coul dhave it so much better, Fall Out Boy: Take this to your grave, Seether: Karma and Effect, Bravery: The Bravery chat_bac_gurl_16: like i said, cd psycho Eric : Wow!!!! I expect a full listening report. Well, must terminate communication. I will talk to you sooner than later I am sure. Please call with details .. call the cell phone. Love yA chat_bac_gurl_16: ok will do love you too you will definitely hear about them if not hear them yourself
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LoL thanx for reassuring me that you haven't cut in a while...i mean it's ok if you really really need to let go of some of that uhh pain you've been harboring....but i mean still i do get kinda worried when some does cut...
but thanx for reassuring me!