sure. that works. yesterday was pretty damn good. eh.. i guess... .in a way... better than last year. with one huge exception. So... woke up and ate meh pie. no icecream sob.... gym was actually ok. stupid fucking push-up relay. i kill you. fuller's "non costume" was really cool. he laughed and we had a test. eeek. chemistry was sort of lame. arjay had decided to pretty much be nice yesterday (too bad it hasn't lasted)and we watched a video on the atomic science that influenced/created the atom bombs that were dropped on hiroshima blah blah blah. oh yeah i have a D in that class. really probably should do my lab book. haaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaa. arjay decided she was going to buy dye at luncha nd then we'd both dye our hair later for howloween. got her this wierd purply dye. english was ok. boring but it went fast which was weird. got on bus, arjay got off at my stop and pestered jordan about trick-or-treating with us or paul or w/e. we stopped here to grab my dye and then walked back to her house. arjay got really mad because paul missed the bus again and she knows that everytime he misses it he's getting stoned with hannah and steven and all those people because he told her. so we dyed our hair. listened to lovely disney songs in her basement and i coated her head with purple shit. then she did mine... it was purple and smelled like peaches and was supposed to make my hair black. washed it out. hers looked cool and mine is alot darker, even though it's not black like I wanted. Called Scott to see if Dillon and Paul were there, and they weren't, so Arjay told Scott that they had been getitng stoned after school. and she really wanted to tell paul's mum but didnt want to and I talked her into it because he is her friend and... I dunno I guess in a way I am just a goodish person like that. Meh So we called Jordan to see if he weanted to go with her to tell Audrey about Paul and his dad was a total fucking weirdo. I know he was drunk too but it was retarded and funny. Called mom and she came and picked us up. went to Jordan's house to fetch him and his dad told us we'd missed him, and I had seen them so I knew where they were. So we drove back and picked them up off the side of the road. THey went to Pauls house and told his mom and htey didnt want to go home so we drove home and let them out here to go from where they wanted. Came inside and ate chicken and rolls and were weird for a while, then tony and dad and eric went TOTing, so I got dressed just because I love my costume and gave arjay a hoodie to kill and a blankie and a dollie and we went traipsing around the neighborhood. we got really bored so we walked to Jordan's. Memory flood eeeeek. DIE DIE DIE!!!! When we got there his dad like stopped us for a sec and was all " I want you girls to know I'm really proud of you for what you're doing with paul. I'm going to get you something" and then invited us in, gave us water, tried for cider, tried to get us to eat a cupcake, took pictures of it and kept telling us how happy he was. gave us glowy bracelets (another memory fuck) and we sat and talked to jordan while he did his homework. I wanted to sit by him. Fuck. He showed us little pictures of Jordan... god he is so cute. His eyes are so beautiful. I don't care if you think they're cold and hateful arjay. I like them. So fuck you. Hung out there for probably 45 minutes because it was getting late. his dad kept telling us he was happy, and amazingly, for like the first time ever, he was nice to us both.... played with his puppet and there was mildly subtle flirtyness... i guess.... Walked home. I lost my creepy cloth and arjay hung for a while.. we took pictures of people and i gave her pictures and candy and shit. Sort of wish I hadnt... So yesterday was good. Today sucked. Like really bad. I had fucking weird creepy dreams that made me wake up furious at arjay.