Okay, so maybe it wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be…. At least I didn’t see HER. I don’t think ia could have handled it if I’d seen her. Nope… no fucking way. I could barely handle the thought of not being able to immediately change my schedule. But the good news is, Gonzales thinks I’m smart. He’s surprised that I’m in all honors classes and that it was as easy to make schedule change notations and that I had planned it and knew I could change the class but keep the teachers. Oooh. It’s so scary. Whoop-dee-doo. CURRENT SCHEDULE: 1. American Sign Language 2. Intermediate Algebra Honors 3. Theater 2 4. Computer Technology 5. Health 6. World Studies Honors 7. Chemistry Honors 8. English 3-4 Honors WHAT I WANT/WHAT I’M GETTING 1. World Studies Honors 2. Intermediate Algebra Honors 3. Theatre 2 4. American Sign Language 5. English 3-4 Honors 6. Chemistry Honors 7. Computer Technology 8. Health YAY ME!!! I am so “mart”. As heather would put it. We all know I’m not, but for some idiotic reason, they keep insisting that I am. I think they’re full of shit, to put it bluntly. I just don’t exactly care… About really anything. But I am happy. Because I have stayed the whole day, which means I GET MY FUCKING COMBAT BOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Daddy said “what goal do you want to work towards to earn them? School on Wednesday. “okay.” So yay for me. I have been here from 7:28 and I won’t be leaving until probably 2:15… ish. In some respects it’s good that I am behind in class. I have nothing to do. I have no work to complete for the day. Besides, I don’t really care if I fail. But today has been decent I guess. Wilde seems really concerned. She froze/excused my grades and I’m ending up with an A in that class. Algebra is just lame. I played with my fridge and drew pictures while Bullock talked. Every 10 minutes or so I’d pay attention, and jot down what he’d written on the board. I sort of get it. I have to work through what I’ve missed to fully understand it now so…… After math I headed to the counseling center and sat down with mom and Gonzales to talk about the schedule change and get a bit deeper into what’s up with me and all that jazz. So my schedule will be changed by Monday, which is the beginning of the fourth quarter (holy shit this year has gone by fasssst), and all I have to do is walk in, get it, and hustle off to my classes of the day. Another plus. Monday is a red day. Drama was interesting. I just watched people do their monologues and a couple scenes. WL people are doing a scene that Scott and people did last year. It makes me laugh. Its kind of dumb but … uh oh well. Drage has gotten WAY fucking strict. I don’t think I like it that much anymore. Another oh well surfaces. No internet sneakies. I feel like a blubbering idiot today. Oh well. Let’s see if I can’t manage to get this up. Mom is coming to pick me up THANK GOD! I guess today is going well, eh? yay me i am sneaky!