yea..i havnt wrote in this in along time so i deleted all my entries from while ago cuz they were all pointless and brought back shitty memories of dustin and stuff. so yea..i dont wanna think about it anymore. me and Dustin still hang out and shit but i dont feel anything and i hpe tony understands that. Tony means more to me then i could ever explain. Im alive again when im with him. so yea..Dustins totally out of the picture and has been for a while now. Kaila is really bothering me. i love that grl to death and it feels like Ginny is stealing my life away and kailas a BIG part of it. i havnt talked to her in like a month. it hurts so bad and she just doesnt give a shit...but w.e..if she can just go away like that, is she really like worth it? idk..but i used to everything with her..she was practicly family but i guess she feels differnt. yea..i hung around with Ashley and Melissa today evern though i felt like shit and had cramps. ugghh..i got my essay done. hahaha i tried calling ginny to get her ass up to ashleys house to fight but Amanda wouldnt give her the phone which really blowed but w.e..ill get her tomarrow :) Well..i guess im juss ganna go..im really tiers cuz its like 11:30 and i got school tomarrow.. Tony..i love you so much and i never wanna lose you. you are the most amazing person that has ever walked into my life! Ox-later losers-xO