saturday was basically nothing. tony came over and we hung out for a while and tanned and walked the dogs. then the funeral for my grandpa then tony came back over after and we hung iut. then we walked to the icecream store but it was closed so we eneded up walking to the gas station instead. hmm we got in a fight but it was wicked dumb and i said something not very nice and he was mad at me:( yes..the cutie was mad at me and it sucked very badly:( hm it was over by the time he went home though so that was a plus. Sunday we had another argument because the cutie wouldnt get his ass ready to come see me like he said he would. well it didnt last that long but he came to my house at like 3 for dinner with all of my family. he met my aunt cindy, her boyfriend paul(who we call the skipper because thats who he looks like from gihlagans island) and my Grandma Jones. they all seemed to like him but that paul guys so gay and kept pissing everyone off..especially gary and my uncle. hes a loserrr. me n tony had dinner and hung out and his mom picked him up at 8 to go home whih wasnt expected. im glad his mom would pick him up that late cuz usually she doesnt. well today was actually a good day. i was aittle grumpy at lunch for some reason but i dont know why? hmm i talked to stephanie 6th period over e-mail but it wa s getting gay so i got up and went to talk to her. look guys..i was being mature:) haha well everythings ok now and i feel a load lifted off my chest. alot of what was holding me back was my other friends and tony because i have talked all this shit about how i didnt wanna be friends with her but then i start to miss her and be friends with her? i know it sounds gay but im ganna do what i wanna do. i do miss her and i do want to be her friend. im done talking shit and i wanna follow what i feel is right and what i feel is right is to work things out with stephanie. im sorry to those that i have said things to but stephanie is my friend and freinds work things out. i made the mistake of waiting too long after the fihgt with kaila to work things out and now were not friends anymore. im not letting it happne again cuz i realize how much i will regret it. me n tony are talking online right now so im ganna go. this really wasnt a quick update but uhh..who gives a damn:)