Went to zacks guitar lesson with my dad and sat there for 35 mins waiting for zack to come out. My dad fell asleep right when we got there so i got to sit there in silence:) fun fun. Went to my dads house after that and all he did was work on the deck. I thought he could at least spend alittle time with me considering that its his day to take us, but no. Even though he took a WHOLE day off from work to work on the deck..he still didnt have enough time for me and my brother. He thought he was ganna make everything better telling us we can ride the 4-wheeler but guess who was wearing a little skirt and sandles? yes, ME! So Justin and Zack ditched me for the 4wheeler and I stayed inside the whole time. Oh but wait, my mistake..I went for coffee with sherry real quick. my bad;) when i came back i asked my dad if i could help nail some things and i wasnt even nailing for 5 fucking seconds and i got bitched at cuz the nail was crooked! godddd i was just trying to help out! He told me to go back in the house. then the stupid dog was bothering me so i pushed it off me and in the fucking process I dropped saucy pizza on my skrit! ahh i was so fucking mad. Then he told me he would take me home in 20 mins so i came out 35 mins later and he started yelling at me? thats fucking cool. So sherry ended up bringing me home, but on the way out i was like love you dad bye and guess what i get? a scream from the deck BYE LOVE YOU! wow he didnt even pay attention to me the WHOLE time. It was such a waste of time due to the fact that I could have been home on regentsprep.org to be practicing for the bio final tomarrow. This is such shit! It pisses me off that I come all the way to appilacain or however the fuck you spell it, to sit on a couch and watch tv which I can do in my own damn house! Got home and Tony was waitng for me and hung out with him for 15 mins and then he went to Dustins to hang out. Hes ganna call me when he goes home I guess. We made a Very important wish on a star together:) hehe i love our little wishesx3 anyways..then my mom started talking to me about my birthday plans n shit. I guess I'm going to my dads on sunday and having alittle party there and then on monday(real birthday), my mom AND dad are coming to the DMV with me and then I get to drive all of us to lunch:) oh and uhh my dad said that icould rive to his house on tuesday and then my mom just told me that hes on call tuesday so cant go anyways! god this is fucking stupid and it makes me so mad. My mom invited my dad to my party on monday asnd my dad flat out said no hes not coming. i was like wow, ur own fucking daughter. You cant tolerate Gary for a couple hours well we all celabrate my 16 birthday. That pisses me off. I was almost in tears when I found out. I treid to be strohng. I dont want my mom thinking i cant handle it, because if she thinks that..she wont tell me anything anymore so blahhhhh. I'm so frustrated and i REALLYYYY dont wanna take the bio final tomarrow. Ashleys giving me n melly a ride in th mornign again thank god. idk how else i would get there. well this has been a shit day and a shit entry. slfgyhd peace nucca.