Woke up to tony calling. he wanted to say goodmorning. what a sweet kid. he went back to sleep till like 1230 while i just watched tv and sat on my ass at the computer. my dad came over to get some shit that was his. my mom gave him an extra couch, a tv, plates and towels. oh and a popcorn maker that no one used. haha i changed my belly button ring. its the one stephanie got me. its a star with a snowflake dangling. its really cute. its the ifrst time i chnaged it myself. i was scared. haha but i did good=) i was so proud of myslef. haha i wanna get more belly rings now that i can change them myslef=) i talked to tony the WHOLE day. an hour didnt go by without a call from him. it was great. just laying there in bed withthe phone up to my ear listening to how much he loves me. nothing beats the i love yous from someone you love more than life. i seriously dont think i could make it without this kid. i mean..i know i cry, i know i can bitch and i know i can be stupid..but hes still there. hes still there helping me get through whatever im going through and thats what matters most to me. if he wasnt there for me at all..there wouldnt be an us..but what would be the point if you didnt have someone that was there for you? all i can say is that this is meant to be..its the real deal and i cant let it go. im ganna hold on to this as long as i can. as long as i can get the slightest grasp on it. i need this. he gets me going. without him im a person taking up space. it wouldnt matter if i was here or not. he completes me. wow i really got going on that one. my mom made beef jerky and and cookies. im bringing them to school tomarrow for tony cuz i know he would love them. im showered and prettyed up even though its 812pm. haha oh well at least im not a dirtys little girl;) wow i miss tony already. hes coming back at 830 to talk to me and wow i just wanna sit there and tell him how much i love him but i dont wanna get annoying or seem like im too attatched but i cant help it. i wanna spill EVERYTHING to him. idk we'll see. hes ganna be making an entry for me probly today like he said he would. im ganna go. im in a really loving mood right now and i just feel like throwing my arms around my baby and holding him forever and never let go. oh isnt that the life?