Ok so wow.. Today was an amazing day. Alot of it was homework and stuff but like idk?! we had fun with it in a way even though we called melissa a million times for help. We had some drama at the beginnning of the day but then he made me slap him? then I cried cuz I felt bad? haha idk it sounds funny now but it really wasnt then. Wer went swimming and wow best part. He lifted me out of the water holding me like a baby, walked up the stairs, over to the side of the pool and jumped in while holding me. If you know me, I never let Tony pick me up let alone carry me up stairs and walk around with me..especially in that posision. But idk..it made me feel like i had this big strong guy that could take care of me? idk but it was the best. Then we had some dinner and hung out on the couch. We kissed and hugged and held and looked into eachothers eyes and wow. When he had to leave I just couldnt let go of him. We couldnt stop kissing eachother. It's something I havnt felt in so long. We are so good right now and idk everythings perfect and I can't stop smiling. He left a half hour ago and I'm smiling just writing about it. When he was about to go..he walked over to the end of the driveway, looked back and saw me standing there and ran back and picked me up and started kissing me. It reminded me of the MTV movie awards for "The Notebook" and I Looooved it. He's seriosuly the best. I couldn't help but just right it down now because if i did it tomarrow I just wouldnt have the same feeling as I have at this very moment. ughh I Love him more than anything and I cant wait for school tomarrow:):):) -♥-